destiny

<::about me::>

Name
Nor Hidayat Bin Norman

Age
Legally 18

Singaporean

Nickname
Apat, Yayat, Yat

School
Nanyang Polytechnic - MIT

<::new tracks::>

I'm freakin tired.And dazed.Why?Hehe, went to the ... Hehe, well today was'nt actually a bad day.No, I m... Finally, I've keyed in all 12 courses, after so mu... This past few days I've been doin a lot of researc... Well, it has been decided.And its my final decisio... Haha, dunnoe why I'm so lazy to blog this past few... I feel so pissed off, my life just f***ed up alrit... Man, I'm so sick todae, very very sick.And I've ca... Wah, I'm so damn tired today, so tired that I'm fe... Yes, how can I serve you?

<::old songs::>

01/01/2005 - 02/01/2005 02/01/2005 - 03/01/2005 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005 04/01/2005 - 05/01/2005 05/01/2005 - 06/01/2005 06/01/2005 - 07/01/2005 07/01/2005 - 08/01/2005 08/01/2005 - 09/01/2005 09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005 10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005 11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005 12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006 01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006 02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006 03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006 04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006 05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006 06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006 07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006 08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006 09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006 10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006 11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006 12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007 01/01/2007 - 02/01/2007 02/01/2007 - 03/01/2007 03/01/2007 - 04/01/2007 04/01/2007 - 05/01/2007 05/01/2007 - 06/01/2007

<::bandmates::>

Favourite bands
Roadrunner Records MySpace
Trivium
My Chemical Romance
Avenged Sevenfold
The Used
Exists

Family
My Multiply
My cousin Faris

Feed These Girls Lah
Saiful
Darren

Facade
Rayyan
Sahu
Wan Poyoh

Frinks
Zul
Fazlinda
Izzah
Amirah

Buddies
Luying
Arthur
Yu Qi
Melvin
Rachel
Joanne
Edmond
Syamilah

Polymates
Siti
Junaini
Sze kee
Zainal
Aisha
Shiyuan
Anthony
Chloe
Malihha
Sailesh
Peter
Fu Yi

Friends
Seha
Jannah
Velda
Ana

Others
MITO506 Class Forum

<::tagboard::>

<::sponsors::>

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Saturday, March 12, 2005

I've got nothing to say.I'm speechless.I've lost everything now.We've been through together, thick and thin.And all of it was lost in just days.I am to be blame for all these, because I was so selfish.Heartless and stupid I was, that I did'nt noe she was suffering all these now because of me. I, the person she once regard as a brother, now a nobody to her?I just hope she receive my e-mail, just so that everything will be cleared.But I know there's no point, nothing will also be gained after she read all these.I've inflicted enough pain to her, I'm really sorry I did that. I'm not a perfect person, I always end up losing in the end. I just wanna see her happy now...

Bukan sekejap dengan mu,
Bukan mainan hasrat ku
Engkau pun tahu niat ku, tulus dan suci...
Senang benar ku ucapkan,
Ku anggap semua itu, suratan
Sikit pun riak wajah ku
Tanpa menghiraukan, diri mu...
Hanya engkau, separuh nyawa
Menahan, sebak di dadah
Sedangkan ku bersahaja
Berlalu, tanpa kata
Terasa diri amat terhina
Ku lah, yang melakukan segalanya...

*Alucard*
was rockin' on
Saturday, March 12, 2005 and they said..

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