Monday, January 31, 2005
Sunday, January 30, 2005
Well I'm back, that is from work. Man, this heart of mine juz can't take it anymore, not because of work, but I'm juz missing someone. Perasaan rindu itu seolah-olah telah muncul dari kala hati ku skali lagi.You see, I've dreamt of her, yet again, last night. Aku tidak memahami, seringkali dia muncul dari mimpi ku, seringkali lah ku tangisi air mata jernih.This wasn't the first time, it had happen days before.Mimpiku bersamanya, kenangan-kenangan manis dan saat-saat gembira sering terbayang-bayang di ingatan ku ini.Yet, it happened again last night...
Ya Tuhan, apakah salah ku sehingga ku disiksa sebegini?Mengapa harus ini berlarutan, sehinggakan tidur ku tidak terlena kerna si dia?Ya Tuhan, tabahkan lah hatiku ini, untuk meneruskan sisa-sisa hidupku ini. Mendoa kan kebahagian nya tidak bererti hati ku menjadi lebih pilu.I don't know what I'm gonna do right now, just have to bear with this pain, hopefully it will go away.Apakan daya, orang dah benci, I just have to let it burn.Luka di hati masih berdarah, tapi niat ku masih merindui nya.Mungkin kah ini balasan cinta?
Sorry for today's entry, maybe I'm just too stressed out. And maybe tommorrow I'll talk to all of you something more exciting and better than today's entry.Now gonna washed my self up, solat and go straight to bed.Till then, God bless you, Wassallam.
Di samping itu, terimalah...
Dah lama tak berjumpa, Rindu rasa hati
Ingin ku bertemu dengan mu...
Biarpun hati ini, Menyatakan benci
Namun hakikat kau masih ku sayang...
Mengapa, kita berjumpa, Dan mengapa kita bercinta
Niat hati ku nak kekal lama hidup dengan mu wahai kasih
Niat hati ku tak nak berpisah, apakan daya jodoh tiada...
Kenangan demi kenangan menjelma di ingatan
Sukarnya melupakan dirimu
Rintihan demi rintihan menyiksakan hidup ku
Aku derita kerana mu, oh kekasih...
Sungguh tidak ku sangka, akhirnya begini
sebuah ikatan asmara
Engkau yang aku sayang, yang aku kasihi
Mungkin kah bersatu kembali...
Song lyrics by Arrow
Song title: Niat hati tak nak berpisah
was rockin' on
Monday, January 31, 2005 and they said..
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Saturday, January 29, 2005
Some of you might me wondering why the name Alucard, right? Who is Alucard anyway?And maybe, what is the Hellsing Institution?Or it could be like why my blog is in black, does it have to do with Alucard or Hellsing Institution?Or worst still, WHO THE HELL IS HIDAYAT!!!Oh my, is it that serious, or am I just hallucinating(hehe...)
Whatever it is, I'll tell you why(even though no one ask...), its actually a japanese anime televised on Art Central every Wednesday to Friday,at 11.30 pm. It's about a vampire named Alucard, who works for a secret government organisation called the Hellsing Institution, and also a faithful servant to the female leader of the organisation, Sir Winstrate Integra.Their job specialise in vampire slaying, and to protect the Queen(her Majesty...) and the country from this evil ghouls.(Amen)Unlike other vampires, who feeds on human blood and preys on them, Alucard is a vampire slayer himself.Can you imagine that, a vampire killing his own kind?If you put it to us humans, its equivilant to murder, or worst still, cannibals!!!
Anyway, what I like about this series is the storyline, even though dark and sinister as it is, it actually packs a lot of punch.As enemies grew more wicked and even more uglier, Alucard and the team from Hellsing Institution, must face each and every one of these scumbacks, as he morphed and gunned his way to kill and banished this evil dirtbags once and for all.And also, the cute, sexy, beautiful and volumptous Celeste Victoria! I love her man, her ability to have super human strengths and incredible vision.(how I wish I could have a wife just like her...)This is by far the best manga anime there is, compared to Gundam seed and Inuyasha or Samurai X, totally rocks man!!!
And I hope you could bear my dark and ugly blog for the time being, coz I noe it sucks to the core.I'm just waiting for my sister-tak-bleh-angkat, Amirah Kamil, to help me out with this blogging(unfortunately I'm a newbie...).Or someone kind enough out there to lend a hand?Till then, God Bless you, Wasallam.
was rockin' on
Sunday, January 30, 2005 and they said..
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First and foremost, I would like you to welcome to my blog.Welcome!!!It has been a while I've tried my best not to do blogging,I've TRIED ok, but I just could'nt resist it man.How did I manage to do blogging also don't you bother ask me, coz I too dunnoe why...(hehe)
Aniwae, I would first like to thank God for giving me this life, health and prosperity.Like what I would always say...Saya rela berpisah dengan sesiapa saja, tapi jangan lah sesekali ku berpisah dengan Yang Maha Esa.Tuhan sahajalah yang tak pernah menyakiti hati sesiapa pun, tetapi Dialah yang memberikan kite dugaan dan penderitaan untuk menguji kesabaran kita.Insyallah.
I would also like to thank my family, kerna mendidik dan memberiku kasih sayang yang secukupnya, hinggalah ku dibesarkan sebagai seorang insan yang berguna.Walaupun mereka tidak pernah berada di sisiku apabila ku berasa pilu, tetapi ku sedar akan kasih sayang mereka.Bak kata orang, walaupun jauh di pandangan mata, namun hati ku tetap berada di sisiku...
Ok ok, what ever hidayat, stop your malay(hehe).Lastly, I would like to thank my friends, each and everyone of you.Nothing much to say ar actually bout friendship(hehe), but I would like to thank this special someone who gave me the inspiration and a new life, terima kasih sahabatku, Nas.Ku tetap merinduimu walaupun kau sudah tiada di sisiku.Ku hanya berdoa semoga hidup mu akan sentiasa bahagia, dan mungkin di samping kekasih barumu nanti, insyallah.I think its best we go our separate ways, kerna bersama akan hanya membuahkan derita.Namun, di kala hatiku akan selalu terlukis namamu...
So, that's for todae, only intro(ya2...)I'll be updating this blog maybe three to two times a week, see how it goes ok.Till then, God bless you, goodbye.
was rockin' on
Saturday, January 29, 2005 and they said..
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