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<::about me::>

Name
Nor Hidayat Bin Norman

Age
Legally 18

Singaporean

Nickname
Apat, Yayat, Yat

School
Nanyang Polytechnic - MIT


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I don't regret this life I chose for me.I've come ... "Oh, I can't wait to end a great weekend by lookin... I'm going homeWhy hello people I'm back! Glad tha... Daughtry - Chris DaughtryOne of the best album tha... Roadtrip I went on a holiday for two days to Malay... Gig of the month! Sit back relaxCamisado - Panic! At The DiscoThis s... 300Its fucking out tomorrow people, I'm so gonna c... Karma PoliceSo I've a sudden knack for Karma Polic... I'm rooting for the Lions tonight.Ok, the big day'...

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Favourite bands
Roadrunner Records MySpace
Trivium
My Chemical Romance
Avenged Sevenfold
The Used
Exists

Family
My Multiply
My cousin Faris

Feed These Girls Lah
Saiful
Darren

Facade
Rayyan
Sahu
Wan Poyoh

Frinks
Zul
Fazlinda
Izzah
Amirah

Buddies
Luying
Arthur
Yu Qi
Melvin
Rachel
Joanne
Edmond
Syamilah

Polymates
Siti
Junaini
Sze kee
Zainal
Aisha
Shiyuan
Anthony
Chloe
Malihha
Sailesh
Peter
Fu Yi

Friends
Seha
Jannah
Velda
Ana

Others
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Thursday, June 30, 2005


I was too tired to post yesrday's entry, so I'll make up for yesterday's conclusion. It was fun, and I had a great day. Really great day. Thank you, for your company...

Anyway, today is Thursday! Hahakz, my favourite day, becoz I've no lecture nor tutorial. So I woke up at 10 today, the latest I had woken up so late for the past few weeks! By the way, congratulations to Brazil for winning the Confederations Cup! Yeah-ness...

Today, I actually planned with Peter to go to te school gym to build-up my muscles and stamina. However, I forgot to bring my admission card! What the hell?! Ended up both of us cancelled gym training becoz of me. So sorie man. Then we decided to go to the e-learning plaza(the school's IT lab...) to do our Java assignments. But first we head to the south canteen to eat lunch first. I saw Zainal again! This is the second time I saw him during lunch break, man and he even sat at the table next to mine. Hmmm, is he doing it on purpose to make me notice him...

Anyway, did our Java assignment in school, and I got so frustrated at the program prompt! Why is there errors when I've done every single thing it's stated in the notes! What " JOptionPane.InputMessageDialog" error, feel like banging the computer man! No wonder they call the computer dumb...

Calm down now *taking a deep breath* , at least me and Peter received retribution by a lecturer " wah, you guys first year student study java programming already, so clever ah..." Hehez, thanks man! Then, we met Fu Yi in the e-learning plaza too! Why did'nt we(me and Peter lah...) now that he's here too. He finished his Java assignment hours ago, and he helped out in our errors. Ok, so it was kinda relieve that he's around...

So, now I'm checking whether this stupid command prompt is able to read my "Java language" or instructions. Javac AreaAndVolumeOfSphere. Man, I'm starting to get the hang of it, I'm already a certified Javanese! Hahakz, ok smell ya later guys and till then, May God bless all of you, wassallam.


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Tuesday, June 28, 2005


Hahz, I forgot to thank Saiful the other time after he lent me his CD. So, thanks ah bro! Hahakz...

Talk about the third semester, students are filling up buses like sardines. Waiting for a bus is getting too long, and now I ended up reaching Yio Chu Kang MRT station at 8 pm sharp. Man, I need to start getting up early...

Ok, so today I did almost all of my own things during Maths lecture. Its because I've already understood the concept on Chain Rule last Monday, and I can't seem to find myself in a position whereby I've to listen to my "terious" lecturer's speech. Hehez, and at the same time I've completed my Maths Worksheet 3 in the lecture itself! Yeah, three cheers!

For Mutimedia computing, its te first time the whole class chat online while the lecturer was discussing Tutorial 1! Man, but I tried not to get too intimidated lah, followed her lesson first. After which, I chat with them on the net via Cybertai emessenger! So, we chat even though John Paul was just sitting behind me, and Peter was beside me. Hehez, but I still dun get it. " Whether the buses used in the microprocessor are SBS or TransIsland service..."Hahakz, get it? Ok, what ever...

Anyway, Maths is going to be a lot more tougher soon, now that we're learning that product and quotient rule.Haiz, hopefully I have no problems handling this pressure thats piling on me bit by bit. Now that assignments are at its peak, I sometimes do feel that I'm beginning to get too distant with my family. I miss my little sister, I hardly talk to her like I use to when I'm still waiting for my enrolment for polytechnic. Then, I hardly have time to talk with my family, everyday is a busy day for me. Sure its something I should not be worried about, but as the eldest, its as though I'm losing all my responsibility as a big brother. Then there's this part of me...selfish and unwilling...to open up my heart to someone else...still holding on to someone...just because I've promised her...that I'll wait for her...such a fool I am...

You guys don't have to sympatised me, nor do you have to blame her. Instead, sympatised her coz I've made her life so miserable...

Anyway, tomorrow I'll be out of school at 3 pm! Finally, something I could make amend for my other assignments. Best part is that I've completed mostly my assignments for this week! Yeah-ness...Till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly...


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Monday, June 27, 2005


So sorie guys, for my very short entry in the previous post. Hahakz, I was too busy the other time, had to work on both Saturday and Sunday, and I was too dead tired after it all ended. And my, I only realised that I slept for four hours the other night and had'nt eaten anything for yesterdays function, woah. Everyone was burnt out, and were unwilling to load all the extra food after the function ended. My cousin did'nt went to his first day of school today coz he fell sick due to over-work. Semoga die pulih, insyallah...

Anyway, guess what? Saiful lent me both of his CDs, My Chemical Romance Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge and The Used In Love And Death! Hahakz, way cool and I'm really starting to get Used to listening to American Alternative/Pop rock man. Ok, whatever...

Today I learnt differentiation again for Maths Tutorial. I kept on asking Vanessa whether she get all the new formulas. Hehez, maybe I'm starting to get too nice to people already, or maybe becoz I sympatised her. Hahakz, but each time I did ask her, I said , " You got catch any balls or not?" Get it? Anyway, after that had the usual "short" multimedia computing lecture. Hehez, three hours of break again!

Then we celebrated Fu Yi's belated birthday today! It should be on the 21st of June, but we did it today instead. We bought a coffee flavoured cake at Polar for him(coz everyone kept yawning, and needed some "eye-opener" to keep awake, hehez...) and sang him a quick birthday song. He too made a quick birthday wish coz the wind kept blowing. So we in the end everything ended quickly, hahakz...

So I think I'll stop here. There's homework to be done. Haiz, I'm starting to get bored of doing assignments, tapi kerna pelajaran dan masa depan ku, ku sanggup lah. Bak kata pepatah, susah dulu pendapat, susah kemudian tiada guna nya. Biar skarang aku hidup dalam keadaan merana, tetapi ku pasti hidup ku kan bertambah baik nanti, Insyallah. So smell ya later guys and till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.


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Saturday, June 25, 2005


Today is my best day of my life! Hahakz, I got to meet my old chinese friends and play soccer with them. Yeah!!! I miss my gang so much, the time we use to go out together, spent time together, laugh together...We played soccer at Teck Whye, and man I was so happy to meet my long lost bro, Kian Yong, and my favourite personnal, Melvin. I hug them like crazy! Hahakz, especially Ah yong. Then gay guy Edmond, can't believe he declare himself gay! What the hell? NP student really got a lot of un-straight guys ah, hehez...

Now I'm at my uncle's house, use my cousin's com for a while. Sleeping at his house coz tommorrow there's a function at Tao Payoh, called me and my bro to help out. So smell ya later, till then May God bless all of you, wassallam.


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Thursday, June 23, 2005


I was too tired to post for yesterday's entry and I'm doing it today instead.Since I've no class today, hehez...

Anyway, yesterday I had my digital media and design practical test, Adobe photoshop. I did badly for it, coz I had no idea of using the software what so ever. Haiz, the lecturer made a bad remark on my work, and I took it all as a compliment...

However, things got a little better lah, I guess. Maths we've gone to learn differentiation, a new topic I did'nt learn in secondary school. My classmates at least got a hand on A maths, and I was the only one who is so new to this thing. Anyway, it turns out to be quite easy. Hehez, and in fact I was the one who ended up understanding the lecturer's lessons. Then lunch break, I ate prata kosong and telur for lunch lah. Hahakz, and also me and my friends joked and laughed till I cried while eating! Man I tell you, this class of mine is getting crazier and more enjoyable day by day. We teased on our bussiness plan, on Peter and John Paul. Hahakz, the "Pope"...

Last, for semestral project me, Alex and Kian Wei planned on starting a cyber cafe bussiness instead, meant for teenagers and students. The lecturer thought our plan was'nt a bad one, and we left early for the lecturer today at 2! Yeah!!!

And oh, after that went to play basketball with Alex, Charles and Peter. Hahakz, on the way met my "cute" OGL too.I saw Aini at the Extreme Venture booth! The OGL me and Saiful teased during our orientation day.She's a sweet girl lah, even Saiful said she is cute leh, hehez better still. She's a minah tudung, hahakz...Anyway, its an event just like the Amazing race but they did everything in school. She saw me and then pleaded me to join. I go on and said..." Ah, tak nak ah ade kau(Aini)..." Hahakz, next thing I knew the other OGL's waiting at the booth were shouting to ask me join."JOINLAH! JOINLAH!" I blushed man, and my friends teased me." Hidayat, I dunnoe you got a lot of fans..."Hahakz, what ever...

Played basketball, then went on to mind games class after that. The dikir barat called me but I did'nt picked up their call! Argh, why man! Am I really that scared to go for dikir barat? I don't feel like joinning it now...

Ok, and then at 2 I'm going to gym training with my friends. Finish up my assignments at night lah. Java programming, com skills worksheet and Maths worksheet 3. Haiz, ok guys smell ya later! Till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

Ku kan ikut kan hatiku...Menantikan dirimu...Ku janji kan membuat demikian...Sampai bila...Tuhan sahaja Yang Maha Mengetahui...namun ku tak mahu menjadi seorang insan nanti...yang mempersiakan harapan nya...terlerai pun janjinya...kerna selama ini...dirimu sahaja lah...yang ku lihat di kamar hatiku...


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Monday, June 20, 2005


Man, my life's just got luckier and luckier! Hahakz, today I got back back my Maths test result. Guess what? I scored 19/20 for my test paper! Woohoo, so happy I almost faint. Could'nt believe my eyes, thought all these while Maths's gonna be a killer for me cum poly. End up, me being the "killer" instead, I'm damn happy man...

Then for Multimedia computing, again that Charles can't stop teasing.Now, about Kamal. Maklum lah, he's already in a different class, me so sad that at least he's got another malay guy as a friend there. Anyway, he just can't stop saying Camel. He'll look at me, then suddenly said camel. I mean, what the hell? But the way he said it is damn funny man, of course I laughed like mad. Its becoz one of the lecturers called Kamal, camel. Anyway in multimedia computing's lecture, learned about IO Buses, Ports and BIOS. Ok, At least I got the idea, simplified version to understand all these com crap. Singapore style! Hehez, Buses is of course related to bus lah, SBS or Trans-Island. And then for ports, its considered the interchange or bus-stop. Lastly, BIOS is the bus driver lah. Hahakz, get it? Chickin feet lah...

Today is also Shi Yuan's birthday! Hahakz, happy 20th birthday! May God bless you with love and prosperity. Me, Vanessa, Tze Wei and Fu Yi bought her a gift, three to be exact at the Heeren, before her birthday. Bought her a shirt, a wrist band and a birthday card. And then almost the whole MIT0506 gang ate at Cafe Cartel', Junction 8. But then, the place did'nt serve halal foods, and I had to buy food somewhere instead, ate Long John. I felt so bad that I did'nt got to join them and eat. But they bought this cake, also from Cafe Cartel'. And its chocolate! Hahakz, my favourite, I ate up the leftovers coz Shi Yuan can't finish it. The rest can't help her finish it coz they too were too full. You guys regret it lah, coz its simply deliciousooo...

Lastly, for electronics fundamental did resistors again. Haiz, I'm getting bored of this, doing circuit board, measure resistance, voltage and current. Then, I also got first for a test on finding the current flowing through a circuit of three resistor of different value. Without voltage entering the circuit, have to calculate it Woohoo, a point given for participating, Charles got jealous of me coz finishing it first. Hahakz, try harder next time!

After our last lecturer, I went to the school library to teach Vanessa her maths. She got 0 for her maths 1 test paper, and I feel so disheartened coz she's my friend. She also can't understand almost all of the maths topic, especially that De Moivre's theorem. Did maths with her till 5.40, and also got to share some similarities with her too. Can't believe she too chosed music and audio technology as her first choice! Hahakz, too bad me and her could'nt get through...

And now, I'm at home finishing up my maths practice 4 and communications skills homework assignments before going off to bed. Hehez, I did'nt go to dikir barat training at 6 today! Man, I'm so tired after that all I could thing of was the comfort of my room, especially the bed. Smell ya guys later! Till then, May God Bless all of you, wassallam.

I could'nt stop thinking of her...I did'nt know why I missed her so much...Maybe, sooner...I have to throw it all away...apakan daya, orang dah tak sudi...


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Sunday, June 19, 2005


Haiz, I'm pretty tired today. Could'nt even care less about the occasion too, its FATHER'S DAY!!! Haha, happy father's day to my ayah, and my datuk and all the dads and fathers in the world. But I did'nt gave him a present, felt so bad. Anyway, panjat kan doa pada nya ajelah, hehez...

But, today me and my whole family went out to celebrate Father's Day! Hahakz, but before that in the afternoon me and my bro need to help out in my grandmother's Maulidur Rasul. Help her cook ayam masak merah, nasi goreng and satay untuk rewang. Hehez, I dun work at a coffeshop for nothing ok. After all that, then the party began!!! My father borrowed my uncles car so that we could go out together, hurray...

First, we eat at Geylang Serai. GEYLANG SERAI AH!!! Not other streets you guys call it "hot spots" or "rumah merah" ah...hehez, ate nasi ayam, buatan chinese nye. Its so deliciousooo, chinese style! Hahakz, chickin rice is my favourite!

Then we go jalan-jalan around Geylang Serai. In the car, me and bro can't stop singing all the songs played in my uncle's car. Haha, everyone is like so happy, so cheery, even my lil' sis can't stop screaming. Maybe its becoz she rarely goes out with the whole family, she can understand...

Haiz, and now I'm at home finishing up my assignments. There's maths, communication skills and semestral project. Man, so boring...

Btw, I've listened to my cuzin's My Chemical Romance-Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge!!! And it is...nice lah. Hehez, ok smell ya guys later and till then, May God Bless all of you guys, and to all the fathers in the world, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!! Wassallam.


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Friday, June 17, 2005


I'm still happy, I guess...

Anyway, today I went to school feeling so sleepy man. Maybe becoz I've been sleeping so late last nite. Bump onto passengers like nobody's bussiness. Hahakz, listened to my iPod on full blast, till people beside me got so irritated. Then I also did the unthinkable man. Ade aku gi check my hp message inbox and outbox, checked her msg and mine from last nite, and also listened to Mengintai Dari Tirai Kamar. Mak kau, shi diao, mati ah, my mood suddenly turn so emo. And then...I almost cried!!! What the hell? I wiped my tears lah, that's nearly gonna swell soon, wah paiseh man...

I'm ok...I'm still fine....

And then for today's java programming, there's so many things we have to do.I'm starting to hate Java programming. Could'nt see why Charles was so enthusiastic bout Java, each time he saw my work he said..." stupid, who ask you not to learn bout computer?" Hahakz, anyway its only a joke. You guys noe that? But then me and Charles were the only one who kinda noe Java's psuedocodes and algorithms, the rest of the classmates were kinda blur or slow, hehez...

I'm feeling better, I guess...

Ok then for digital media, lecturer was so boring! So sleepy, I almost sleep during his lecture. But Charles keep on teasing and pang seh me man..." oi, dun sleep leh." Hahakz, wat sia Charles! Cannot give me some peace...And for Electronis fundamental, e-learning as usual. But now, there's no longer anymore sign of the MM( Mysterious Minah...), hahakz! Finally, some peace and quiet. But then again, I keep feeling that someone's been watching me. Like a stalker, she was. I think I'm finally solving this MM case soon, coz I got to noe this girl, Minah tudung somemore! Hahakz, watever lah...

Last was java programming, lecture! Again, see our "handsome" Lecturer, hehez as if. My classmates played a prank on him seh, so bad.Old say handsome, damn busted man. Hahakz, again that Charles made me laugh and laugh during lecture, everytime give those lame jokes that ended up so funny man! Joker he was, this friend of mine called Charles...

I'm happy, by now...

Now, after school I'm in my cuzin's house! Hahakz, nothing to do drop down to Kallang again to visit my cuzin's now, yesterday was my grandparents lah. Hehez, so smell ya later guys, till then May God bless all of you, Wassallam.


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Thursday, June 16, 2005


I'm so happy! Hahakz, coz todae I've no class! Cool, and then another thing is I've finish all my homework assignments and project datelines. Finally!!! What a day, woohoo...

Anyway, yesterday I did'nt feel so good, I was so moody in school. Dunnoelah, maybe its becoz I've been sleeping so late the past few nights and unable to sleep like 8 hrs a day.Came to school yawn like crazy, eyes half-open and in a very blur state. Of course, I try not to get easily annoyed or irritated by my friends, and told myself I can take it, since its only till 3 pm in school yesterday. I skipped dikir barat classes instead. Anyway, turns out lectures and tutorials isn't so bad. First digital media, continued our Adobe Photoshop thingy, and I've handed in my CBT evaluation on time. Hehez, and for maths the class had test on Exponential numbers in both polar forms and rectangular forms. As usual, I was the first to finish it lah since there's only two questions given. Checked twice to make sure I did everything right. Lastly, semestral project, me, Alex, Kian Wei and Rui Qi came out and idea of selling MP3 cum video game mp3 player for our bisnes plan. As if we can get a supplier for our kick start like dat. So we were kinda consider whether were going to follow this bisnes plan or think of another simpler one instead, hehez...

Now, I feel like going out to relax and chill out with my friends to give myself a pat on the back myself for perservering and finishing my assignments. Hehez, but dear discouraged me instead and asked me to sit at home lah. Of course I was'nt unhappy or pissed, coz I know she cared for me and my budget. You know I'm not that kind of guy who's very budget conscious, so its lucky to have her. Hahakz, thanks bebe! Anyway, Sunday I'm going out with the frinks! So must tahan lah, only three more days! Woohoo...

I think I'll visit my grandparents instead in Kallang Bahru. Since I've long never been to my old place, why not I go there and see my favourite nenek who used to raise me up as a baby when I was still in Kallang Bahru. Bertanyekan khabar dan membawa oleh-oleh kepade nye sebagai tanda berterima kasih pada nenek ku. Dan juga panjat kan doa semoga Tuhan memberinye kebahgiaan kepadanye di dunia dan akhirat nanti, insyallah...

So, see you guys next time and smell ya later alrite! Till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.


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Monday, June 13, 2005


Wah, I'm so damn tired. So bored, don't feel like finishing up my homework. I feel so veggie right now, could'nt be that I'm so tired coz I usually sleep around 11 or 12. Or could'nt be that I'm lazy coz the lecture notes and notepads just beside me. I am so blur rite now, hehez...

Anyway, lecture today was excellent-tee! I love Mondays, they don't call it Monday blues for nothing ok...So for Maths tutorial, we had a short test. Urgh, thought it'll be tough. Turns out, I finished it earlier than the rest! Lecturer looked at me, told me to leave after finishing my test. But I just sat there and helped my friend, Vanessa instead. Then for the next lecture, multimedia computing, released early and we got like three hours of break! Woohoo i was so damn happy I messaged my friends bout this! Haha, like there's nothing else for me to do.

And then lastly electronics fundamental, it was damn chickin feet man! Learn circuit and breadboard before during my secondary school days. Now, its like I know them like the back of hand! Hahakz, whatever...

Anyway, dateline's this week for digital media technology. Then there's maths and and this stupid semestral project. Something about bisnes plan watever crap. Argh, skip some homework lah, can't take it man. The load is killing me. Like they said, do things one at a time. Man-man lai, pelan-pelan. Hahakz, whatever. Oklah, me got to go already smell ya later guys! Till then, May God bless you, Wassallam.


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Sunday, June 12, 2005


Entah mengapa... baru ku sedar sekarang...betapa rindu nya diriku padamu...walaupun hanya bertemu sekali...pada hari itu juga...betapa gembira diriku...melihat wajah mu...melihat dirimu...bagaikan menanti kepulangan seorang sahabat yang sudah lama meninggalkan diri nya dari sisiku...dan hanya takdir kan menentukan segalanya...ku tidak mengharapkan dirimu menyayangi ku...namun disebaliknya...kita membina mahligai semula...mungkin atas dasar cinta...mungkin atas dasar rindu...ku tak tahu...apa yang telah berlaku...tetapi hatiku...terasa amat terharu...amat gembira...bersama mu...di malam itu...terima kasih atas segalanya...sayangku...sudi kah dirimu...menantikan diriku nanti?


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Friday, June 10, 2005


Fuh, just finish jogging at a jogging track just next to my apartment. Anyway, I'm warming-up for tomorrow's soccer trial. Argh, its been a long time I did'nt train my soccer skills man, and tomorrow's my trial! Just pray that I'll do well for it lah...

Today learn java programming. Like what the hell? Its so damn confusing man! The language is really not English, seriously. Give you guys an example...

//Name:Nor Hidayat
//Class: MIT0506
//Java example

import java.io.*;
public class SampleProgram
{
public static void main(String args [ ] )
{
declare variables;
int area;
String shape;

/*assign the values of the variables
and print the result */
shape= "circle"
area= 70
System.out.print ( " The area of " + shape) ;
System.out.print( " is " + area + " sq cm." ) ;

} //method main
} //class SampleProgram

Very tedious right! Haha, this is only a sample ah, don't follow it coz it could be wrong ok, hehez...

Anyway, the mysterious girl sent me messages again( the pop-up window...) while I was doin my e-quiz and e-learning! Argh, first it was..." Hi, boleh minta hp no? Nak kenal2 lah..." I ignored it, my friends sitting beside me did'nt notice. And I pretended that nothing happened. Then, another one came up while I was doin this digital media quiz..." I'm so jealous of you leh..." I mean, c'mon lah for what you're jealous of me? Finally I took note of the com, its LTQ-04-10 if I'm not wrong, can't remember. It could'nt be my classmates coz I'm the only malay guy in MIT0506, and could'nt be the malay girls too coz they're doin their e-quiz. Bewildered, I was. Then another one pop-up, this time.." eh, boleh kenal2 tak?" Wah, man I wish I could but I tak reti buat this messaging or instant messages or watever you all call it lah! Serious man, I thought of replying to this mysterious girl, coz she's so persistant and its not nice to be so arrogant right? Ask my friend John Paul, but he too did'nt knew how. Haiz, sorry lah maybe someday we'll talk okay, hehez...

Okay, and I finally decided not to work tomorrow, coz I'm really damn tired right now. Plus, there's soccer trial, can't cope with it. Haiz, does'nt matter coz I still have spare money to spent. Anyway, I've chosen dikir barat and soccer lah for my CCA. If I could'nt pass the trial, there's always the dikir barat right? Ok, me wanna go eat now, so smell ya later alright! Haha, Till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.


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Thursday, June 09, 2005


Finally, I've done all me homework and I've got time to blog. Argh, why izzit that homework assignments and projcts are piling me? Only two weeks in school and my life is like a living hell rite now! Argh, and I'm still having this coughing, its been a long time I've not practice my vocals man...

Anyway, today no lecture nor tutorials for class, yeah! So what to do, thought of goin to school to check out the CCA club crawl man, check out all the CCA's in NYP. But no one to tag along man! Anguished, me, Luying and Rui Qi( cornerman, hehe...) went to Jurong Point's McDonalds to do our homework assignments instead. MATHS and COMMUNICATION SKILLS... maths again. Anyway, after that a had a short visit to the arcade, but I could'nt believe Saiful'd already registered his CCA. Oh man! He's taking dikir barat, floorball and judo if I'm not wrong. Haha, and I'm planning to join dikir barat ah, since there's no such thing as kugiran in NYP. But there's only voice ensemble, which totally isn't stage band at all. So I decided to join dikir barat and soccer. Go back to my primary school roots lah, both soccer and dikir barat, hehez..

Then there's also a flea market at NYP's atrium, think its a project based assignment for the SBM students lah...Anyway, something caught my eye man! A spongebob square pants boxer! Haha, its damn cute, thought of buying one coz its so flashy and colourful. But boxers are meant for the inside, not the outside... And there's also this earrings, very beautiful and pretty. Then something struck me, I want to give this as a present to someone! Haha, I still OWE her a present man, but I think it really look nice on her. Give you a hint, her b'dae's on the 5th of November. Anyway, badly wanted to buy her that earring, maybe I'll buy it after my last lecture tomorrow lah...

Lastly, there's also jam and hop night around 7 pm tomorrow. But my class's not as sporting went it come's to hitting the dance floor or clubbing. So much for unity...I wanna go there just to chill out, but sadly no one's like so in to this kinda thing. All give excuses like..." I'm not into this kind of clubbing lah" Yeah I know, no problem bout that. Disheartened, I was. Give up, I did...

Haiz, gotta finish up my homework assignment now. There's still project assignment to be done, and I've this stupid photoshop test next week, plus report. Argh, hopefully able to finish up all on time. Me now feeling so tired man, and to think this Saturday there's work. Till then, May God Bless all of you guys, Wassallam.

Masa pun beredar, cinta kian pudar
Kuasa dirimu, bagaikan sembilu
Merobek harapan, tercalar kesetiaan
hancur segala, impianku...

Ke arah mana kah cinta mu sayang
Resah ku tak kau hiraukan
Diriku engkau buahkan
Kepuraan mu, terbengkar...


*Alucard*
was rockin' on
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Monday, June 06, 2005


Ok lah people, I'm getting freaking pissed by this prank calls lah. Asal lah aku masuk Poly, korang nak ganggu aku nie! Apakah salahku sehingga tersiksa batin ku!!!

Haha, dramatic sungguh, nolah actually I was referring to e-learning this morning lah. While I was busily writing down my notes(unfortunately being a hardworking student again...), dunnoe who gave me an instant message sent via computer man. It was during multimedia computer lesson, and the lecturer brought us to the IT lab to do self-study, that's what most of us call it lah, or e-learning for short...or long...

Anyway, at first ignored the first message..." What are u writing???" That can be excused lah. But then, another pop-up window appeared on my screen while I was so engrossed copying notes in my notepad..." Hello, boleh minta hp no??? You look so nice leh..." Ok lah, whatever!!! Just ignored it the second time, coz I got so fed up. My friends beside me kept giggling for no reason, saying I'm lucky to have admirers in school. Yeah, as if I "look so nice"...

But todae was'nt really that stressful, finished my maths 1, finally!!! Did my worksheet 1 and practice 1 in the school's air-conditioned food junction till 6 after my last lecture. All because we had to wait for that Syamilah lah, kerna Saiful terlalu kasihi kekasih nye, sampai kasihnye pade Syamilah tak memberi kite kasihan...Horh!!!

Hehez, now gonna follow up finishing my digital media report and audio and graphic system project, haiz...so damn tired, I am. Mimicking Yoda, I am not. Just acting silly, for now...

Till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

Siapalah ku ini, untuk memintal buih
Yang memutih, menjadi permaidani
Seperti mana yang tertulis, dalam novel cinta...

Juga mustahil bagiku, menggapai bintang di langit
Menjadikan hantaran, syarat untuk miliku
Semua itu sungguh aku tak termampu...


*Alucard*
was rockin' on
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Sunday, June 05, 2005


Yeah, finally I've watched Star Wars Episode 3: Revenge of the Sith!!! Haha, nice leh its an excellent movie, though some part you kinda confused a little. I'm getting a hang of that Yoda-ness like..." Destroy the sith, we must..." Muahaha, watch Episode 3 I have, watch with Saiful, I did. Haha, kk stop it before I'm hooked on it...

Anyway, last Friday had a late lecture in school, at 12 to be exact. So before that ate prata around Ang Mo Kio with my friends. I was late but hey still manage to be with them. Although we WERE late for class, surprisingly they did'nt blame me for my late-ness. Jeez, thanks guys. Then, did an hour of of studying digital media, copy notes all those things. Did the same for electronics fundamental. Haiz, then what do you guys expect me to do, just spent my time chit chatting with my friends? Did'nt knew why, but I felt I just would'nt wanna waste my time, and might as well I took those opportunities to write notes instead. My friends do praise me like..." wah hidayat, so hardworking ah copy notes...". But hey, just doing my job guys...

Last lecture was on Java programming. Lucky the lecturer was'nt going to teach us the language of the Java program just yet( fuh...) and his jokes were kinda lame. I could'nt stop laughing and laughed even while looking at Charles's blur face. Haha, man lecture ended up quite fun...

Haiz, then there's homework assignment and projects. Hopefully can finish all in time. Luckily there's no banquet job this Sunday, so can rest and sleep early for school!! I would also like to thank my class to not leave me out even though I was the only malay guy in class. You guys treat me as though I was part of your race. And you guys did'nt even blame me for being the cause of our lateness, so thanks you guys. And to all of you, Father's day's coming soon, hopefully u guys get to enjoy the holidays spending more time with your dads. Till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.


*Alucard*
was rockin' on
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Thursday, June 02, 2005

Update

Ok back by popular demand, I'm blogging just for all my fellow curious friends who are curious to see me doin curious things in my new life at nyp. Haiz, relaks lah I was so sick these past few days, could'nt even type the computer man. But seriously lah, first day of school I quite enjoyed myself rather than being moody with my new classmates...

Anyway, yesterday on Thursday I had no lecture nor tutorials. Haha, happy man but still came to school to meet Alex and Peter to do our project Assignment on Audio and graphic system(haiz...). We browse through the library for any reference book on audio, and then copied the info's in our notepad for at least an hour. Later, went to eat our lunch at food junction. Ate chicken cutlets, even though in the first place ordered chicken chop. Hehez, but at least the stallkeeper gave me extra side dishes...

Then, me and Alex had to meet Ezaline and Jane at Orchard. But then we overshot and drop down at Somerset instead, haha what the hell?! So at first we followed the girls to Heeren to go buy Jane's girly stuff. Then it gave me those memories when I had to meet my old kekasih same place her friend too bought her flower thingy. Its the same shop by the way. But Jane bought a necklace I think. What ever lah, then me and Alex got bored. Ask them to go Plaza Singapura to play arcade. Haha, and we had to walk, don't wanna waste our bus fare. And I played Guilty Gear!! My favourite...but for a while only : (

And ya, I also meet my long lost brother after that! Like finally, we meet each other at last. Of course I met him after I left my friends lah. We head to Marina Square to eat Yong Tau Fu!!! Zul envied me when I ate Yong Tau Fu the other time, so he wanna try out lah. Then, kerna bosan punya pasal, both of us plan to go watch MADAGASCAR!!! Woohoo, the movie I've been waiting for, badly wanted to watch the show but no one to tag along with me. And there was my brother, yang rela menunggu sejam just to wath the 7.15 pm movie. Nevermind lah, worth the while waiting for an hour to watch it. Go down to makansutra food stall to buy sugarcane drink( hmmm, nice leh...) and even watch someone setting up a wallace and gromit cardboard advertisement kinda thing( dunnoe what is it call lah...) Before the movie started. But the movie was fun man, I love it. Especially that king lamer, haha..." Hail the king of all lamers....". What the hell?!

Fuh, todae class starts at 12, so me got to go soon lah. Meet up with my new classmates in school later. Till then, May God blass all of you, Wassallam.


*Alucard*
was rockin' on
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