destiny

<::about me::>

Name
Nor Hidayat Bin Norman

Age
Legally 18

Singaporean

Nickname
Apat, Yayat, Yat

School
Nanyang Polytechnic - MIT


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I don't regret this life I chose for me.I've come ... "Oh, I can't wait to end a great weekend by lookin... I'm going homeWhy hello people I'm back! Glad tha... Daughtry - Chris DaughtryOne of the best album tha... Roadtrip I went on a holiday for two days to Malay... Gig of the month! Sit back relaxCamisado - Panic! At The DiscoThis s... 300Its fucking out tomorrow people, I'm so gonna c... Karma PoliceSo I've a sudden knack for Karma Polic... I'm rooting for the Lions tonight.Ok, the big day'...

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Favourite bands
Roadrunner Records MySpace
Trivium
My Chemical Romance
Avenged Sevenfold
The Used
Exists

Family
My Multiply
My cousin Faris

Feed These Girls Lah
Saiful
Darren

Facade
Rayyan
Sahu
Wan Poyoh

Frinks
Zul
Fazlinda
Izzah
Amirah

Buddies
Luying
Arthur
Yu Qi
Melvin
Rachel
Joanne
Edmond
Syamilah

Polymates
Siti
Junaini
Sze kee
Zainal
Aisha
Shiyuan
Anthony
Chloe
Malihha
Sailesh
Peter
Fu Yi

Friends
Seha
Jannah
Velda
Ana

Others
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Thursday, June 29, 2006


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My heart's on you Argentina!

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Watch out for him. He'll be the one orchestrating Argentina's attack. Their pillion of strength. Their playmaker. Juan Roman Riquelme.

What's your team colour?!

Wassallam.


*Alucard*
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Gosh, I'm seriously nervous for tomorrow's computing maths paper. Even though I've been studying for weeks but I still can get it in my head. The formulas and all that. Fuck. If only math's could be as easy as Guitar tablatures. That way, I would'nt dread as much as I'm feeling right now just coz it doesn't sound like MATHS...

You know I could'nt get back to sleep the other night coz I woke up feeling so emo? I was reading my old literature book, and ya it's making me addicted. Again. Even though I've read it a couple of times but the author of the book just astounds me. Vividly descriptive, so much like my type of book to read.

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If you like reading books that has gotta do with childhood bullies and unrealistic conflicts, this is the type of book that you would wanna consider. I'm the King of the Castle by Susan Hill.

Man, I fucking love my bandmates. You guys totally rock!

Wassallam.


*Alucard*
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Man, I had the weirdest dream ever. I dreamt of going jamming with my ex-band mates and ya I sang terribly wrong. What's even more worst is that I dreamt of falling in love with her again.. =(

So now, I can't go back to sleep. I'm strumming my guitar and singing to myself hoping that I'll fall asleep. Again. It sucks lah. Why do I have to wake up having the same dream and then having trouble going back to sleep. Its a freaking nightmare, but my bro Rui Qi told me its a hint. A positive dream, I think. Oh, either way life's like a straw man. It sucks.

I miss jamming sessions.

Wassallam.


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Wednesday, June 28, 2006


Urgh.

Spain lost. I should'nt have place high hopes on them. It was totally devastating man. To be beaten by a lacklustre France team by 3-1 is a big upset. Now I'm left with supporting Argentina to go all the way, but Germany are capable of a team that could beat any side for this year's World Cup Tournament.

An inspirational performance from this man. You have to give him credit for his brace and resilience last night.

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Ok, back to my maths. Two more days till test. Fuck.

Wassallam.


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I watched Just my Luck with my bro, Rui Qi today at Jurong Point's GV. Man, there sure was plenty of couples around inside the cinema. We were there, early. But I suppose there were those who were much more earlier than us. Me and my nachos, he and my Vanilla coke. The cinema was feeling so cold a shiver ran down my spines, literally. It was'nt sudden, it was spontaneous. Even though I was clad in black. And so my bro was feeling uneasy(as usual) and said...

"Got so many couples sia..."

Being the sensitive guy, and concerned towards his desire of watching good movies(and I sound pathetic now) did my best to ease his mind, a lil'. I could tell he was not feeling well, he was fidgeting with anxiety. If not, passively. It came to my mind that I needed to tell him something to make him feel better. Before the movie even started.

"Don't worry lah, that time Yu Qi also watch with her sis wat. We brothers mah..."

And when he heard what I've said to him, he reacted. Almost an immediate response. I sensed that something unfamiliar was going to happen. Neither acquainted, nor conservant to what I was trying to say moments ago. He then pointed to me his arm and gave me a cheeky smile, which I myself seem to be oblivious with the whole situation in the quiet(which was actually kinda noisy...) cinema. Somehow rather I got what he was trying to say, for the colour combinations was pretty much unsimilar. Almost alien. Fair and dark, yellow and brown. His arms touched mine, and I felt warmth. As I looked at him, I shook my head in disbelief. Luckily there was'nt anyone near our seat, for there was much tension in the large cinema. Not from the crowd, but from us. Unnoticed, both of us were an unnoticeable sight. The couples in the cinema were unaware for what has become a complicated matter. Ignoring his plight, my explanations, our conversation.

And so, I gave him a very stupid explanation that made him burst into tears of laughters. It was worth the try though...

"Erm, we had different dads..."

After which it ended with silence and the show started. Our attention was switched back to the giant screen and the conversation was left hanging. Incomplete. But both of us were not keen on arguing further, the answer was pretty much obvious...

I know its crap but its been a long time since I've put in some literature sense into my entry. It was a little bit exaggerating, which is freaking retarded but what was said is true. The bold one that is. Ahaha. And I sound fucking gay man. Sheesh.

So much for a B3 Literature.

Wassallam.


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Tuesday, June 27, 2006


Ok I've decided to go back home today after much persuasion from my mum. I miss my family and my guitar and my cosy bed... =(

Though, I'm still deciding whether I wanna go study in school today. I feel so jaded after going sleepless for two days straight. I need plenty of rest right now, and from here back to Jurong is one heck of a journey man. But for the sake of getting a good night sleep, I'll be home by noon. Promised.

Wassallam.


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I feel kinda bad when my grandma told me she was worried sick the other time I went to catch a gig at Whitley Secondary. That Youth Gone Wild thingy. Of coz, I did smsed my cousin that I'm not coming back to my aunts and I guess she was feeling a lil' bit lonely down there. Haha. My Grandma rarely sees me since I'm staying at the western part of Singapore, so its no surprise she misses me. And I told her whenever she feels lonely just gimme a call and I'll be willing to have wonderful chat on the phone with my grandma. I rather see her smiling rather than feeling so depressed. She's too old to think of stress, heh.

Anyway, my mum has been pestering me to be back home today but I was too tired to get to Jurong West. And so here I am at my aunt's, surfing the net trying to ease my mind. I can't get back to sleep coz I woke up having a bad dream. Sheesh.

I think the World Cup's getting more unpredictable. My opinion is, try not to get too hopefully on the favourites. The results are downright pathetic, if you're still betting than its best to cut down on them. You'll end up losing rather than winning.

Wassallam.


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Monday, June 26, 2006


Man, I thought I could get a good night sleep after England's match, but I guess I don't feel like sleeping. So, here I am back online(After so much tossing and turning...) and at my cousin's place waiting for Holland vs Portugal's match at 3 am. But I'm freaking bored and my fingers are getting "itchy" out of a sudden. My cousin doesn't have a guitar and even he has a playstation 2 at home i find it kinda boring. I miss my guitar... =(

As I was browsing(the WWW(World Wide Web)), I find it hard to resist but almost felt like buying these few albums. They're fucking cool man,but too bad I'm currently broke...

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Faktion

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Chimaira

And the latest one is Stone Sour's latest Album.

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I like the band coz there's Corey Taylor(vocalist) in it, aka ex-SlipKnot vocalist.

I gotta wait till I've saved enough to buy them all. Now, I'm starting to miss my Trivium Ascendency too. Its from Saiful and I rarely see him nowadays. Wait till school reopens, I guess..

England's a disaster.

Wassallam.


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Sunday, June 25, 2006


Just for your info, I was practising the guitar till 5 am in the morning(apparently there was soccer, argentina's match and it was extended to extra time...) and that explains how numb my fingers are now. It freaking hurts man. Sheesh. Even when I'm typing this entry the pain stings...

Anyway, Germany was fantastic. They possess the skills and a team that could go all the way to the finals. Whereas Argentina are a disappointing lot. They were totally uninspired against Mexico and if it were not for Maxi Rodriguez's spectacular goal it could have been penalties. Today's match are pretty much exciting but I think I've to start sleeping early coz I gotta study in school tmr.

This is the guitar that I was referring to

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Gibson guitar Les Paul white! My Honey!!!

But black looks nice too. Since Heafy has one... =(

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Anyway, it'll probably took a long time for me to get one now. For now I'll just practise my guitars on my acoustic "kapok". Sheesh.

Wassallam.


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Man, my fingers are numb and my arms are aching. Been practising with my guitar ever since I woke up from a very long sleep at 6pm. Ahaha. I guess I missed my guitar so much I would'nt even give it to my bro. Neither lend it. However in the end he was able to snatch it away from me coz he find me irritating.

Anyway, I'm back home after staying over at my cousin's for the past three days. I must say I'm happy that things are really ok. My house doesn't have that tension anymore, everything smells and tastes wonderfully nice. Though, my mum still has this sickness and she needs supervision from both me and my dad.

I'm going back to my cousin's place tomorrow coz I left my clothes and studay materials there. Sheesh. I suppose I need to bring alot more clothings coz I'll probably stay there for another few weeks since its four days till maths common test. I need to be out coz I can't really focus studying while I'm at home. Alot of temptations...computer, guitar...heh

I want my own electric guitar. I want a gibson guitar! =)

Wassallam.


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Saturday, June 24, 2006


Man, Youth Gone Wild Rocks. Well not at all, the only band performance that really stood out was well, Ronin themselves. I mean, they're the only local band that has that standard lah. Or watever you call it. But I guess the subsequent bands are pretty much ok. There's Daphne koo in a band called West Grand Boulevard, but to be honest I don't really think that rock-star image doesn't fit her, at all. Like totally. There's even a friend of mine who works at fourtones and his band's the winner for the recent School Of Rock competition. He's fucking cool ah. Heh. But some are fucking posers, others a 4-piece "uncle's" band(Youth Gone Wild, mind you...) while the rest are plain boring. I don't see any fucking shredders, or crazy solos, neither any bands that have their own unique covers or genres. They're just an "ok" band lah, nothing much. Seriously.

Well, after the gig me, Rachel and Yit Jing went to stay overnight at Toa Payoh's Macdonalds to watch soccer. The rest went back home. And yes, my friend Yit Jing betted on the match, and he was buying a swiss win. I must say, lady luck was on his side. Swiss came out winners 2-0. He just won 30 dollars at that very night man. Sheesh.

I'm still awake even though its already 9.30 am in the morning. Transfering my pics in photobucket so that you guys could see last night's event. Weird thing is, I don't feel sleepy at all. As in now. Sheesh. Maybe it's gotta do with last night's gig, I suppose...I'm still feeling high...


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Wassallam.


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Friday, June 23, 2006


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http://www.roninriot.com/news.htm

Wassallam.


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Wednesday, June 21, 2006


I'll take back my words larh. I think my parents have settled their issues and ya you should have seen how happy I was. Dinner was fun but soccer tonight is even better. Haha. Argentina vs Holland's match is at 3 am and it seems Portugal are cruising in yet another victory against Mexico. Sheesh.

Wassallam.


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Sorry people but I'll be on hiatus for a week, I guess. My life's in a total mess and I'm stupified by this whole matter. Even so, I'll probably be updating if I feel there's a need to do so...

Even though I hated u for doing so to mum, I still love you. God knows how sorry I am to treat you in that manner. I'm shocked that you could do this to mum. And I know you love me too, why would you even keep a photograph of me in your wallet if you've hated me...

I'm not following anyone, neither am I leaving anyone...I want things the way its suppose to be, thats all.

Wassallam.


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Monday, June 19, 2006


Man, France are in danger of becoming a had been rather than has been. Sheesh, they're just not up to expectations. Plenty of quality, lack of consistency. Other than that, Brazil seems to be struggling their way up to the knockout stages, similar to that of England. They're more like working their way through to the World Cup crackling anxiety elsewhere without reaching any standards they are capable of. I guess last night's matches are pure drama, and of coz the minnows are trying to make a stand in these final few stages that they are not giving up until the tournament is over. Standing ovation? Maybe, but you have to blame the favourites for being overconfident...

I can't wait for Spain's match later tonight. 3 am in the morning and I hope I'll be awake, still. Late for project meeting, supposed to be at Yishun MRT station at 2 pm. Now its around 1.40 pm and I'm seriously gonna be dead. Sheesh.

Start studying, stop watching. Ahaha. As if I'm gonna do that. I guess this is the time where time management plays a major role. Heh.

Wassallam.


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Sunday, June 18, 2006


Gosh, I almost forgot today's Father's day and ya I did'nt get to buy my father anything for Father's Day. Anyway, my father don't seem to mind but he's been pestering me just now, and I wonder whether he's giving me a hint. Like going out or maybe for the usual massages. Heh. My father's a really great guy larh, I mean what kind of son would'nt look up to his dad? He gave me so much room for me to expand my interest, he would'nt stop me if I wanna achieve my own goals. Instead, he supported me and stood by side constantly. A companion, great friend and a father I truly love. You're the best father anyone would ever had. Totally!!

But knocking some sense back, I'm not sure how's my cousin's been up to recently. Well, I'm worried for him and I guess this father's day he might be thinking of my late uncle. I think its almost going a year now, and my late uncle's memories are still fresh in this head of mine. Sheesh. I use to enjoy going Jalan Kayu with my uncle and the rest of the family, where we ate prata and had a wonderful supper. That's all history and Jalan Kayu is the most memorable thing for me now. Heh. I really miss Geylang Bahru and maybe I'll drop by and visit my grandma if I've the time next week.

Gotta start revising for my test, this coming week I'll maintain focus and study for maths and the subsequent modules. Hopefully my Jurong West Buddies would'nt mind studying with me in school coz I find the school's library to be a more convenient place to study. And its air-conditioned. Haha. And yes, even if its the time where the World Cup is growing in more enthusiasm and is on its peak, I'll try not to make it a hindrance for me to start studying. Even so, I still need to pass all my modules coz something tells me I'm not gonna make it well this semester again. Goodness...

Matches in the World Cup are getting more unpredictable. I must say, I admire underdogs rather than favourites. England's a big disappointment considering they got plenty of quality talents at their disposal but I guess the main reason is due to tactical errors or they're just plain big-heads. Whereas countries like Ghana prove to the rest of the world why they're the African Cup winners. Sheesh, beating the czechs 2-0 is a major achievement, considering its their first experience in the World Cup. But I'm still rooting for Spain and Argentina, they're one heck of a team and they got plenty of talented youngsters. Either way, something tells me Brazil won't be retaining the title this year, and who knows it could be Holland, it could even be Ghana. Any country could win this World Cup 2006 title. Its a matter of passion.

Betting makes the game much more exciting. Even if my religion forbids me, I guess I myself could'nt help it but join in the fun. As in, predicting the scores only larh. Not buying scores. Sheesh. I think this is the longest entry I had so far. Haha, I'm super bored on Sundays, and its family day for me today so I'm staying home and maybe watch soccer again with my father later at 9 pm.

Wassallam.


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Saturday, June 17, 2006


FUCKING HELL!!

TRIVIUM WON THREE AWARDS AT THE METAL HAMMERS AWARDS!
Avenged sevonfold got two, and Roadrunner records go one.

You guys fucking rock man, Congratulations!

Best drummer award- Travis Smith(Trivium)
Best Live Band- Trivium
Golden God Winner-Matt Heafy(Trivium)

Best International band-Avenged Sevenfold
Shredder winner-Synyster Gates(Avenged Sevenfold)

Best Metal Label-Roadrunner records

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4h_5Ae6cAbI

Wassallam.


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Man, I feel so freaking tired today. Spent the whole night yesterday at Melvin's. Well, it was kinda last minute, contingency plan. Heh, apparently thought of watching soccer at Yu Qi's place but her parents got home pretty early. Well, shit happens but anyway I met up with old buddies. It turn out to be a perfect "reunion", but on the same time I kinda miss them. Talk about our latest experiences, and then watch a soccer match at Woodlands Stadium, where the Rams got a beating from an African Club called Sporting Afrique. 2-0. They're one tough cookie mind you, and ya I even admired the african club. Heh. African supporters are one passionate pact too. They sure love the game of football so much that they'll jeered or cheered on everything their team does or even on the referee's decisions. Sheesh. Thats the passion gap between we Singaporeans and people of other countries. What we love doing is just to make money, and nothing else. Urgh...

After that we had pool at Timah. Soccer again at Melvin's, and mahjong too. It was fun man, I totally enjoyed yesterday. Took lotsa pics for the night but then tragedy struck and my battery went flat. Sheesh. Downside is, I was too tired after having so much fun I could'nt spend my time with my frinky friends and with my coursemates.End up sleeping throughout the whole of my Friday afternoon.

And ya, If mexico wins this one match against Angola Arthur's gonna treat me Teh Tarik AND Prata. Usual, Egg and Plain. Ahaha. Lost a previous bet for Holland's, but I guess Art's 2-1 buy was a thriller man. 30 dollars is more than enough for prata and teh tarik.

Mu-der-fu-ker. Fu-tre-bul. Kan-ni-na.

Words I myself can't understand. FYI, they're from the Sporting Afrique's supporters. And I don't get it man. Are those suppose to be french, or African tongues?!

Wassallam.


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Wednesday, June 14, 2006


I've the best sleep ever. I'm totally drained and now I feel so rejuvenated. Feeling a lil groggy but I don't give a fuck. Joining my Jurong West buddies later for a drink and ya, it feels so good. Like totally.

I dunnoe which to choose man. Friday's plan is one tough nut to crack. XV2 outing to the Singapore Zoological Gardens(ehem...the zoo...), frinks outing or Great Singapore Sale Shopping. I'm so freaking broke rite now. Sheesh.

I still can't shake the cobwebs off my head. I'm so sleepy I've actually the whole entire afternoon. I think a redbull will do. Heh. Considering I've been going sleepless for two days straight.

Wassallam.


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Tuesday, June 13, 2006


Oh man. I hope I can survive for today's MIT event. TIM, The Island Meet. I'm suppose to meet the fellow OGLs at 7 am, but i think I 'll just be at harbourfront at 8 am instead. Sheesh.

Anyway, the reason why i said so is becoz I "stayed" up the whole nite at Yu Qi's place.Thought I could have a rest, but I guess the caffeine I drank paid up larh. Haha. So now I could only pray that I won't faint in the middle of the day. Could be the heat, could be the fatigue. But I'l standby a redbull or two just in case I do faint.

I hope my dad is feeling better. He's been warded recently and I can't seem to find the time to visit him. Maybe After my Sentosa outing I'll drop by the hospital.

Wassallam.


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Sunday, June 11, 2006


I'm so cheap. No SCV but still have an opportunity to watch the World Cup. Antenna-subscribed. Sheesh.

I wanna find a job real soon, and I hope I'll be 18 in a months time. Wait, I am going to be 18 in a months time anyway. Wicked! My money's seriously running low, and sooner or later that "Great Singapore Sale" will be nothing but a ghost of faded memories. Haunting, somehow tempting. Heh. Trying to stay resourceful but there's a limit of doing so.Like being super cheap, and owing others money. Urgh...

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5) Last but not least, I like girls who LOVES me for who I am, but not for what I've become.

Wassallam.


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Saturday, June 10, 2006


Man, bandzout freaking rocks! Like Totally! I think its better if the guest bands were to play instead of the competitors themselves. Anyway, they played all the songs that I freaking love to listen. Songs by trivium to Iron Maiden to The Muse to even She's gone by Steelheart. Awesome man! Me and Darren were as high as we could have ever imagine. Of coz, dun forget about the rest of the gang. I mean, they too bothered to came down and enjoyed the gigs while it last. Although, there was some power failure earlier on in the middle of the show but hey they had drum solos to keep us company. How bout that man? Its a waste for those who did'nt bother to go last nite, I think it was way better than the friday the 13th gig. In the end, we left around 9.30 pm coz rui qi was kinda hungry and so was I. Phew, what a gig I must say...

The World Cup is finally here and ya, I'm all excited man! And so does my coursemates! Its so cool, and I think I'm falling in love with this beautiful game again. I'm rooting for brazil man, go samba!!!

Freaking tired rite now, and thats the reason why I've got little to say. Or maybe coz I forgot wat the hell was I going to blog about. Sheesh.

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4) Of coz, I love girls who also do sports. I mean, I am a sporty guy too.

Wassallam.


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Tuesday, June 06, 2006


Feeling better, but I'm having a flu. But its only mild, so I'm not intending to skip class. Anyway, if you guys noticed, today is so-called the "devils" day. 06/06/06. Nice date man, I wonder the rain has got to do with the date or something. But lets not be superstitious shall we? Its just another day after all...

Finally, did my project proposal. Now I'm left with my owed discussion forum. Gonna study for my test too, and I'm gonna do my revisions in school. Like finally. Taking a cab in a minutes time with my jurong west buddies, and I can honestly tell you how happy I'm feeling rite now. I'm not even sure wats the reason, but I'm sure happy as hell. And ya, I'll try not to disturb my dad coz he's sick today, and even if I'm left with 3 dollars in my wallet I dun give a fuck about it. 2 hours of lab in school is nothing to me. I can still survive with just 3 dollars man. Sheesh.

World Cup's in 3 days time, but I can almost feel the atmosphere and enthusiasm everywhere I go. Its like the soccer "fever" is so epidemic I can sense that sooner or later the whole world will be in total football "madness". Wicked.

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3)I like girls who plays the musical instrument. Simple becoz I have a deep passion in music.

Wassallam.


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One word. Emo.

Enough said, enough done. I'm feeling that way rite now and my heart feels so heavy. I can't describe that feeling, but its something that's piling deep inside me rite now. And it hurts. Like totally. I dunnoe wats going on with me, but I can honestly tell you that even after clearing my doubts late last nite with my buddies, that feeling just don't seem to go away. Why is that so, only God knows.

Its just a feeling, mind you. It'll come, and it'll go...

Anyway, sorry guys but I could'nt update you any new things to share with or pictures I promise you I would. I'm not in the mood, and I guess I should take a break for now.

I've no worries about what I'm feeling rite now. After our drink, I think I'm starting to appreciate my Jurong West buddies even more. It was the first time I've ever hugged rui qi and luie too. As for myself, everything will be ok the next day. I can even promise you that. Tomorrow is another day after all. Heh.

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2)I like girls who cooks my most favourite dishes. Becoz I appreciate good food.


Wassallam.


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Sunday, June 04, 2006


Shit. I just pissed my dad off for using up all of the money that was meant for this month's train concession. I even told him that I stayed at a friends house for the entire last night too. But the thing was that I apologised for doing so. Everything. And ya, maybe he was too angry to take in all of that. He was sure mad at me. I mean, whose parents would'nt?! But things were pretty much the same after his scoldings. I really deserve to get it anyway. At least I'm forgiven so I'm happy now. Sheesh.

I had a great time with my fellow coursemates yesterday and the day before yesterday(Friday that is..). Went to Marina Square with Rui qi and Yu qi. Bought some gifts for a friend's(Syikin) engagement. Watch the benchwarmers with my bro at Plaza Singapura after that. Yu Qi left with Charles(coz he had his IT Fair thingy at Suntec Convention centre).The movie was damn hilarious, I gave it a two thumbs up man! We laughed from the start till the end of the movie. Went home at 2 plus, walked a few distance to Orchard Road coz there were'nt any buses that were going to Jurong West at Dhoby Gaut. Took an NR5 bus which was going way faster than any bus I've ever taken before. It was kinda scary, but the road's empty at night so the bus driver was sure in a mood for speed. Sheesh.

Saturday, met my coursemates again for Syikin's engagement. There's Alex, Kian Wei, Peter, Joanne, Yu Qi and my Jurong west buddies. Heh. Bought another gift for her, so total we got at least 3 gifts for our dear friend. Went to her place. Took lotsa pics. Congratulate our friend for her engagement(it was a succesful engagement, woohoo!). Ate roti kirai(my favourite) and kuih muihs. Took lotsa pics again. Went back home...

Not really went home larh. In the end we chilled at Swensen's for some desserts. Then we stayed over at Joanne's place till 6 am. Kian Wei, Alex and Yu Qi left at around 11(I think). But it was fun man. Went to shop some beers and beverages. I had root beer and cola. There's my Jurng West buddies and Joanne's friend who came over last nite. We played truth or dare. I had my deepest secrets revealed to my Jurong West buds and Joanne and her friend. Wicked. Got Joanne drunk. Had me blow some kisses to Rui Qi and Luie and even licked Joanne's friend(dunnoe how to spell his name arh...). And we even played some stupid mind games that got the rest of the gang thinking and thinking and more thinking. But in the end the games were pretty much obvious. Haha.

Oh ya, in case u guys want to see the pics we took yesterday. You can visit Yu Qi's blog or I'll post a pic soon larh. Anyway, I did'nt brought my digital camera so I could'nt upload my own photos.Urgh.
So now, I'm kinda jaded and I still need to study for alot of tests this coming week. Sheesh.

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1) I like girls who wears glasses.

Wassallam.


*Alucard*
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Friday, June 02, 2006


Did'nt really make it to the finals. We deserved to be in it, as a matter of factly. I pity my friends, people like darren and JP and even van that they have come a long way to play and could'nt get to enter in the end. This sucks. I feel like I've ruined they're chances or something. Sorry guys.

Anyway, I had a wonderful time with my Jurong West buddies late last nite. We were extremely high, for your info. Haha. Had a few drinks, and luie suddenly became so happy. Like totally happy, maybe coz someone called her that very nite.And we even had a conversation with Yu Qi on the phone. Ya, but the one thing I enjoyed the most was when we took lotsa photos and even made funny videos. Wicked. I'll upload the pics here soon so that you guys can go see it. And maybe a video or two. In the end, we end up going home at around 2.30 am in the morning. Heh.

Man, to be honest...

I still think we deserved a spot in the finals. Fuck.

Wassallam.


*Alucard*
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Thursday, June 01, 2006


No matter what happens, I still think we deserved a final. But hey, things like this can happen man. You think you've done so well but the odds are really against you. I don't think we fucked up big time, I think everyone did a great job yesterday. What matters is whether the judges accept our song selection or not. Well, if they don't appreciate our type of genre we played yesterday, then tough luck. There's nothing else we could have done. Just pray that at least they got something out of it yesterday. I won't even regret if we don't even enter finals, I've done my part, and I think so does everyone. Luck sure isn't in our side. We deserved a finals performance.

And so I'm kinda jaded rite now. I skipped class, (yet again...) but going for afternoon lectures soon. I don't feel like waking up so early today. My body's been drained after all that singing yesterday. Sheesh. I think I need my redbull again. It gives me wings, like totally.Wicked. Anyway, my coursemates gonna watch movie tonight so I really wanna go catch it! Been a long time since I've ever entered a cinema, think its about a month or two.

Charity run. Battle of the Bands. The Island Meet. Test!

Wassallam.


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