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Friday, September 23, 2005

Outings Galore! Horh?!

Okiez, this week I have two of the best, I mean THE best outings I ever had after my exams are over. First was the Frinks! Argh!! Next was my NYP bros...

Anyway, went out with the Frinks on Tuesday. Hmm, we planned to fly kites at West Coast park or catch crabs. BUT, we end up playing the Playgrounds there. Hehez. Childish? Not really, it was a swinging good time! Still remembered that merry-go-round-thingy...

" Izzah, baju ketiak kau basah!"

Hahakz, laughed out loud. Anyway, after we're done playing, went to McDonalds to chill. And played some mind twisting games. Which left me to sleep. Actually, it was'nt becoz I was bored ok, I was tired. After all, I had soccer that very morning. And hey, I got all the games in the end.At night had dinner at Jurong West. My place! Woohoo!! And the nasi ayam was damn nice ok, sampai sakit perut sak...

And yesterday, went out with my chinese brothers from NYP! Tze Wei, Peter, Fu Yi and Rui Qi. Thought of going to the cinema and catch a movie. I wanna watch Herbie! But in the end, we end up playing LAN. BUT IT WAS DAMN FUN! As usual, I'm always the latest. Ya, but I need to send my lil sis to school. I thanked them for being so understanding...

We played somewhere at Dhopy Daub( Peter's Dhoby Gaut...) Act cute seh! After eating my lunch at Burger King, went off to a far away place. A place quite ULUH from the hustle and bustle of the streets. Whatever. First played Warcraft 3: Frozen Throne. I was pro in it. Beat the hell out of Peter who thinks he can whack and disturb my peaceful orcish town of Hellsing. Horh?! And in the end he tags with me. We beat the hell out of Fu Yi's, Tze Wei's and Rui Qi's clan. Hehez. After that play CS. I'm not pro in it. Backstabbed by Peter a couple of times. But hey! I headshot quite a number of terrorist! So I was pro in it in the end. Hahakz. Payed $5.10 for the whole hour. I think we played for four hours or so, its damn cheap man...

Now, I'm off for Friday prayers. Argh! Saiful's gonna kill me if I'm late! Hahakz. Okiez, so smell you guys later and till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

It is'nt just a feeling...it is something...we both failed to see...

*Alucard*
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Thursday, September 22, 2005

All that I've got...

My friends...

My Family...

My life...

My happiness...

My love...

but...

The only thing I i still have'nt got...

Was being with you...

or...

should I just be...

moving on...

and go back to sleep...

Time will tell...

Everything's in God's hand...

I'll just pray to Him to lend me his strenght...

So that...

I'll get what I've not gotten...

and I'll be just fine...

Insyallah....

May God bless all of you...

Wassallam

*Alucard*
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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I'll make things short and simple...

SIMPLE!!

I've finish my exams! Woohoo!!!

...

Ok...

That was truly...

Simple...

Whatever...

May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

( no mood to type a long entry lah... )

*Alucard*
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Saturday, September 17, 2005

Man, how I loved being just me...Well, today had a great day. Not really something extroadinary or exciting. But something which made me realized the virtue of love. Made me sort of, woke up. You know, kesedaran...

Tonight's the award ceremony for the Reciter's assembly(Quran) 2005 on TV1. Went to my nenek's house to watch it, just visiting my grandparents lah. And it totally amazed me how nice Quran recitals can be. I mean, listen to how the pros did it. Too bad none of the winners were from Singapore. Mostly from our neighbouring countries.It truly was inspiring, as though the meaning of the Quran not only touch your senses, but also your feelings for Islam. I'm not trying to make a compliment on this, but it truly inspires me...

Moreover, it was really nice to see my datuk being so down-to-earth, so cheeky, a funny man he was. My mak told me he was actually kinda happy that his "cucu" visits him. He was'nt like this when he was an adult. He was a very fierce father. My mak and her siblings feared him the most. But looked at him now, as though he's being like a child again. There's this lame joke he made, when my nenek compliment on something..." kite tak pernah pergi Putrajaya(M'sia lah tu...)". And my tuk answered..."Alah, tak payah kite pergi sane. Biar putrajaya datang pade kite...".And me and my bro were like, almost burst into laughters. Hahakz. He's lame jokes sure beats mine...

But now I come to realise. All these while, our grandparents missed their grandchildren. And also their children. And I finally understood why my nenek kept on kissing my cheeks(ever since I was a small boy...) when ever I visit them after school or when I've got nothing else to do. Its becoz they need someone to talk to. They love their cucu, and misses them. Even though just for a day, can made them happy. Real happy. Now, I maybe too busy with school work. But of course, once my holiday starts, I think I'll be visiting my grandparents at Kallang pulak. After my last exams, on Monday. My dad's side. I really miss them. Especially my nenek. So-call my second mother. Hehez. I already knew what to buy for them. Datuk loves to eat filet-o-fish, Macdonalds. While nenek loves Tosai. I think I'll be giving them a surprise too, a very big one...

Hopefully, all you guys kept your grandparents happy. By visiting them. And bringing some small gifts and food for them. Becoz, once they're gone, you'll never see them ever again. Don't leave them living life full of loneliness. They're your grandparents, father and mother to your own mother and father too. They're still part of your life, as a family. You'll never know what story your grandfather or grandmother can share to you...

And yeah, it has been confirm! That my uncle's gonna have another bazaar this coming ramadhan. But now, not in Gombak. Its at Jurong. Man, cannot see my friends in Bukit Batok! Argh! Its ok, at least its nearer to my place. And also, more people to look at! Hahakz. So smell ya later and till then, May God bless all of you ,Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Friday, September 16, 2005

Ok...ONE MORE PAPER! ONE LAST PAPER!!! ARGH!!!

Finally, this day is coming. My September Holidays! I can't wait. So are my MIT peeps! You guys rock man! And I really can't wait. I dunnoe what is it that I can't wait for. But I just can't wait. Lol-ness...

Hmm...and now I know where's my Eye candy's from. She's from MIT too! What the heck?! Why did'nt I noticed it from the beginning? Anyway, The exams is the only time I got to see my peeps. People like Sharil. And...my EYE CANDY! Hahakz. Ok, what ever. I still think that I'm not gonna make it for DMD. I'm gonna re-take it next semester. So, don't bother bout taking supplementary courses. Urgh...

So, good luck for all you guys sitting for the last one paper! You guys can do it! So smell you guys later, and God Bless MIT! Hahakz. Wassallam.

(this is one short entry I'll try not to write next time...hehez...)

*Alucard*
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Sunday, September 11, 2005

Life is just like a traffic light...When the time comes, we have to stop...but when its back to green, its time we should be moving on...

Phrases like this just motivates me sometimes. Watched a drama on M'sia's TV3. And I totally loved the script. The whole story about love. Pretty much the same as what I'm going through right now. Only much more mature. Anyway, I've learnt a lot just be watching it...

Also, today met my Chinese brothers for a game of soccer!And we played soccer somewhere around Bukit Panjang. Can't remembered where. But, its totally awesome. It was the best day I ever had. Man, I missed them so much! After soccer went to Bukit Panjang Plaza for snacks. Though I had no money to spare, I had to thank bro Melvin for lending me some. Sorry man, I promise I'll repay you. AND your umbrella. Hehez, and he's already learnt how to look at girls man! Freaky. Had a nice chat with him. Haiz, if only I could meet them again...

Now back to where I'm at. Learning for exams. And reading my multimedia computing lecture notes. AND E-learning. I feel so jaded. All I want now is rest. Plenty of it. The time will come. Maybe today's my day, but tomorrow will be a better one...

Dude! Jiwang habis nye!

Hmm, and I don't feel like going out tomorrow. Coz...my bus fare's going nil. And Tze Wei's inviting me to study with the gang. I'll see how it goes. I can't always beg for money from my father.I wanna start being more self-reliant, more independant.What more, I wanna save the money for something. Something that I look forward to. I think I'll reason out with them. Haiz, sorry guys...

Three more exams and it'll be finally over. Wish all of you who are having exams(especially my friends..) a very good luck. So smell you guys later and till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Thursday, September 08, 2005

Let's do some updating shall we?! Ten things I wanna say...

1) I've finish my Java project! ( Like duh! I've handed it up like a couple of days ago...)
2)I'm not doing well for my test! Argh!!! ( Especially Electronics Fundamental, that is one module I'm gonna get a big fat D! Hopefully not that bad...)
3)I did'nt hand in my DMD test! ( MAJOR PROBLEM! I'm not gonna make it for this module...)
4) I can't wait for holidays! Wake me up when September ends!!!
5) I'm gonna start a new band soon! Now I'm waiting for Saiful to get his new bass guitar...
6) I got to know a new friend from New York! Patrick...ARGH!!!
7) I'm all stressed up this past few days! I'm feeling so jaded right now! (Test...Projects...Exams...urgh...)
8) I wanna find a job after my school ends! Pray that my uncle got a place for Gombak's Bazaar Ramadhan again! ( Fingers Cross...)
9) I'm having a terrible flu! (Phlem..Phlem...phlem...)
10) I wanna meet up with my frinky friends! I miss you guys!!!

Ok, thats all. Hmm...Smell ya later. May God Bless all of you. Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Friday, September 02, 2005

Lambaian tangan mu, masih ku ingat selalu...
Itulah terakhir, ku melihat dirimu...

Man, I'm so sad I've got to leave secondary school life. I mean, I miss my adik-adik, and seeing them yesterday, just made me so emotional. All those time I spent my school life with them. Playing soccer....talking crap...all those secondary school days. Haiz, its time we should be moving on. All those good memories sure made me so emotional man...I really miss my adik-adik...too bad I could'nt spent a day with them yesterday in my ex-secondary school...Though I got a chance to meet them. They sure look kinda happy, and even surprised to see me. So am I....Then there's even some people who wanted to recall my name too. Once it was when me, Izzah and Nas were waiting for Amirah and Zul outside the prefect room. She asked me.." Name kau hidayat kan?" And I was like.." Ah...yer..." Forgot who her name was. But she then walked away!Like there's this sense of satisfaction in her too. Totally, freaky dude. Seriously. Izzah and Nas were mocking her too. Hahakz, weird but funny...weird and funny...hahakz, what ever...

Back to school again...Oh my goodness...

Anyway, I feel so jaded. No, its not because of love. Its because of Java. I felt like banging the computer. Stupid Java programming. I spent the whole day today in e-learning plaza just to finish up my Java project. So does Vanessa, Tze Wei, Fu Yi, Peter and Looi Chee. And we almost felt like giving up. The project is to be submitted by tomorrow. And what the heck is the method and structure for the action command is. Its freakin hard man! I almost wanna cry doing it. Seriously. I even skipped lunch just to finish it up. Just to finish up the class file, and there's the driver file that needs to be modified. While the rest of my gang left to eat. Frsutrating indeed...

And of course, when I feel so moody. I always thought of missing someone. I just dunnoe why, sometimes I felt like missing her. Should have talk to her yesterday though. But I just could'nt say a word. And now I'm left with being so emo. Seriously. Even Van ask me..."Why that black face? You look kinda moody..." And indeed I was. I'm really sorry guys. I just had this thing that when I'm feeling moody, my whole body system got shut down...As in the happy side of me...

And I'm so freakin pissed by impatient Singaporeans in the bloody MRT or buses! Can't you people be more sensitive and let passengers alight the train first before you start boarding?! I know you people are in a rush, but please be kind enough to be more patient so things like pushing and shoving do not happen. In the peak hours. Its time some grown ups got to do some basic manners...being such an arse is just like those mats and minahs loitering at void decks...Utterly disgusting...and a disgrace indeed...

Its even more ironic when today's syarahan is about patience. Kesabaran, berapa nilainya kesabaran ada pada seorang mukmin yang taat dan setia pada Yang Maha Esa? I listened to today's syarahan, and wondered whether patience is the key to being succesful...not only in your life...but also, your future...it really is a powerful tool...

I feel so tired, and this damn computer sure giving me a major headache again. Can't access the net. Bummer. Its been a very moody day for me today, hopefully things will get better tomorrow. Insyallah. And I also hope that you guys have a wonderful day tomorrow too. So smell and till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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