Friday, September 02, 2005
Lambaian tangan mu, masih ku ingat selalu...
Itulah terakhir, ku melihat dirimu...
Man, I'm so sad I've got to leave secondary school life. I mean, I miss my adik-adik, and seeing them yesterday, just made me so emotional. All those time I spent my school life with them. Playing soccer....talking crap...all those secondary school days. Haiz, its time we should be moving on. All those good memories sure made me so emotional man...I really miss my adik-adik...too bad I could'nt spent a day with them yesterday in my ex-secondary school...Though I got a chance to meet them. They sure look kinda happy, and even surprised to see me. So am I....Then there's even some people who wanted to recall my name too. Once it was when me, Izzah and Nas were waiting for Amirah and Zul outside the prefect room. She asked me.." Name kau hidayat kan?" And I was like.." Ah...yer..." Forgot who her name was. But she then walked away!Like there's this sense of satisfaction in her too. Totally, freaky dude. Seriously. Izzah and Nas were mocking her too. Hahakz, weird but funny...weird and funny...hahakz, what ever...
Back to school again...Oh my goodness...
Anyway, I feel so jaded. No, its not because of love. Its because of Java. I felt like banging the computer. Stupid Java programming. I spent the whole day today in e-learning plaza just to finish up my Java project. So does Vanessa, Tze Wei, Fu Yi, Peter and Looi Chee. And we almost felt like giving up. The project is to be submitted by tomorrow. And what the heck is the method and structure for the action command is. Its freakin hard man! I almost wanna cry doing it. Seriously. I even skipped lunch just to finish it up. Just to finish up the class file, and there's the driver file that needs to be modified. While the rest of my gang left to eat. Frsutrating indeed...
And of course, when I feel so moody. I always thought of missing someone. I just dunnoe why, sometimes I felt like missing her. Should have talk to her yesterday though. But I just could'nt say a word. And now I'm left with being so emo. Seriously. Even Van ask me..."Why that black face? You look kinda moody..." And indeed I was. I'm really sorry guys. I just had this thing that when I'm feeling moody, my whole body system got shut down...As in the happy side of me...
And I'm so freakin pissed by impatient Singaporeans in the bloody MRT or buses! Can't you people be more sensitive and let passengers alight the train first before you start boarding?! I know you people are in a rush, but please be kind enough to be more patient so things like pushing and shoving do not happen. In the peak hours. Its time some grown ups got to do some basic manners...being such an arse is just like those mats and minahs loitering at void decks...Utterly disgusting...and a disgrace indeed...
Its even more ironic when today's syarahan is about patience. Kesabaran, berapa nilainya kesabaran ada pada seorang mukmin yang taat dan setia pada Yang Maha Esa? I listened to today's syarahan, and wondered whether patience is the key to being succesful...not only in your life...but also, your future...it really is a powerful tool...
I feel so tired, and this damn computer sure giving me a major headache again. Can't access the net. Bummer. Its been a very moody day for me today, hopefully things will get better tomorrow. Insyallah. And I also hope that you guys have a wonderful day tomorrow too. So smell and till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.
was rockin' on
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