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<::about me::>

Name
Nor Hidayat Bin Norman

Age
Legally 18

Singaporean

Nickname
Apat, Yayat, Yat

School
Nanyang Polytechnic - MIT


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Finally back to school, after a day of "quarantine... Man, I'm so sick today...I've been hit with Flu...... yat..YAT! WAKE UP!!! Stop thinking of all these...... Ok, I'll take my time to blog( since it has been a... Man, its 2 am morning. And I've just finish my mat... Should have said something, but I've said enough..... (Bare my entry for today ok...)Hah, Radical Run wa... Hah, today was the beginning of my term break! Woo... I really love my bro, Zul! Like...TOTALLY!!! It wa... Hehez, so today I had no school. Woohoo, hip hip h...

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Favourite bands
Roadrunner Records MySpace
Trivium
My Chemical Romance
Avenged Sevenfold
The Used
Exists

Family
My Multiply
My cousin Faris

Feed These Girls Lah
Saiful
Darren

Facade
Rayyan
Sahu
Wan Poyoh

Frinks
Zul
Fazlinda
Izzah
Amirah

Buddies
Luying
Arthur
Yu Qi
Melvin
Rachel
Joanne
Edmond
Syamilah

Polymates
Siti
Junaini
Sze kee
Zainal
Aisha
Shiyuan
Anthony
Chloe
Malihha
Sailesh
Peter
Fu Yi

Friends
Seha
Jannah
Velda
Ana

Others
MITO506 Class Forum

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Thursday, August 18, 2005


Who says I've lost my ke-JIWANG-an?! Hahakz, well does'nt mean I've start listening to rock music, that I've changed my prespective. Uhuh, no way...

Anyway, today I accompanied my lil' sis to school. Ya, since I'm not BOOK-ed to be in school, no projects and I still can't go to gym(coz I still have this flu running...). Urgh. I miss seeing my "kids" in Margaret Drive Special School. Though the only ones who visits them are Ah-mahs or maids( since their parents can't afford to be in their school rite...). Ya, and the teachers there were kinda nice too, asked me why'd I came down to the school today. Thought I skipped class, but no. I just wanna accompany my sis to school, thats all...

So its more like a kindergarten, but the only toys they play...are just simple "toys" you see in your own household, sometimes you did'nt even notice that these toys are so much fun for kids like them. And it totally made them go so happy, they'll spontaneously screamed and laughed out loud when you least expected. Well, it totally is different from normal kindergartens though. How much I miss them...

And the one boy I missed out of the kids in my sis class was Yazid. He's this special boy who suffered brain cancer while he was a baby. From what I've heard, 3/4 of his brain was...permanently damaged. The only thing he does'nt realised, is the people around him. Most of the time, he'll just stare right into your eyes with those innocent look, and then gave you that sincere smile that sometimes brighten up the heart of a person. Seriously, each time he does that, I can almost feel his..pain. His...loneliness. And the only words he could say out to me was...Abang, brother for malay. But he look so happy when he saw me today. His body language looks as though he wanted me to lift him up in the air and hugged him so tightly. And then there's Azrik, well apparently his guardian called him that. He's the most talkative, hyperactive kid in my sis class. Sometimes, he'll be too active, he'll start wailing so loudly, it can burst you eardrums. Hahakz, but he's my favourite...

He's this small little boy who also suffers brain damage symptoms. But not really that bad lah, he could still see you, talk to you and sometimes walk on his own. And he tends to ask me a lot of questions lah, all those questions some people might find him irritating. But I don't. Coz he's questions can be sometimes quite hilarious lah. Like he'll ask me..." Abang handsome ah, Azrik nak kiss abang leh tak?" And I'll be like..." ah, cium lah. Abang tak kisah..." Hahakz, he'll give you one big smooch! Muahx! Hahakz. But today he's kinda...surprise to see me in school. The moment I walked into class, strolling my sis's wheelchair into class, he jumped straight at me! Like, what the...?! Hahakz, of course I don't really mind, I miss Azrik too!

How much it means to me when I see this kids. That sometimes people don't feel how lucky they are to be...healthy. That in their world, they could feel that sense of loneliness,you can really see it in their eyes. But we, as normal and healthy as we are right now that God have given us in this life, must bring them out of this world of loneliness. Not...to discriminate them. Not to...make fun of them. They're still humans. What if... its your own relative? Your..own siblings? Your own...flesh and blood? So please, if there's a donation out there for this "special" children, donate generous. A penny, or a cent, may help a child in need. May help him in life later. And maybe, he or she, may help you one day...

Syarahan today was kinda interesting. Though I watched halfway and then felt kinda bored. But hey, not becoz I intended to, I've got Java test tomorrow, and electronics fundamental too. Hehez, gotta study man. So smell ya later and till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.


*Alucard*
was rockin' on
Thursday, August 18, 2005 and they said..

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