destiny

<::about me::>

Name
Nor Hidayat Bin Norman

Age
Legally 18

Singaporean

Nickname
Apat, Yayat, Yat

School
Nanyang Polytechnic - MIT


<::new tracks::>

I don't regret this life I chose for me.I've come ... "Oh, I can't wait to end a great weekend by lookin... I'm going homeWhy hello people I'm back! Glad tha... Daughtry - Chris DaughtryOne of the best album tha... Roadtrip I went on a holiday for two days to Malay... Gig of the month! Sit back relaxCamisado - Panic! At The DiscoThis s... 300Its fucking out tomorrow people, I'm so gonna c... Karma PoliceSo I've a sudden knack for Karma Polic... I'm rooting for the Lions tonight.Ok, the big day'...

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Favourite bands
Roadrunner Records MySpace
Trivium
My Chemical Romance
Avenged Sevenfold
The Used
Exists

Family
My Multiply
My cousin Faris

Feed These Girls Lah
Saiful
Darren

Facade
Rayyan
Sahu
Wan Poyoh

Frinks
Zul
Fazlinda
Izzah
Amirah

Buddies
Luying
Arthur
Yu Qi
Melvin
Rachel
Joanne
Edmond
Syamilah

Polymates
Siti
Junaini
Sze kee
Zainal
Aisha
Shiyuan
Anthony
Chloe
Malihha
Sailesh
Peter
Fu Yi

Friends
Seha
Jannah
Velda
Ana

Others
MITO506 Class Forum

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006


Its kinda sudden that I've got plenty to say rite now. Spontaneously. I'm really excited for the audits man. Like totally. Even if it seems that there's a few doubts right now, I don't really care. All I could think of is the finals and performing in front of a huge crowd. Does'nt matter if the band has to compete for a place, I think I'll treat it as friendly competition. No big deal man, we've tried our best. Oh no, DID our best. Sheesh.

So ya, i would love to wish the other bands best of luck for the audits tomorrow. There are a few bands that my friends are taking part too. Which is totally wicked man. I'm hoping that I'll be in the finals, and so are they. Even if we're no hot favourites, or so call first timers, its not that easy to judge us by experience just yet. Heh. Experience and fresh faces is a mixed of total hybridation, concocted with an interest that all of us did'nt actually have in mind. We come in different genres, mind you. So ya, the song that came out is a remake of our own individuality. Originators not imitators. That is why we call ourselves, metatarsal(I noe it sounds so wrong, but who the fuck cares man...)

I'm feeling sleepy but I'm really not. Coz I've not taken a shower yet and somehow rather the bathroom toilet is'nt working. Damn u flies, u guys just fucked my toilet lights and now you running away with it! Urgh...

Wassallam.


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Tuesday, May 30, 2006


Fuck, why do they even wanna change lecturer for a stupid module such as graphic design. Changing to a new lecturer does'nt make any differences at all. Both are just fucking soft. I can't even hear him from behind the class. Oh wait...I think its becoz I'm hearing my MP3 player that I can't hear him speak. Sheesh. Good thing he's a malay lecturer. Not that I'm being racist or watever, but its just rite to have a guy lecturer for this type of module. And NOT some petty gay ones that come to you and give u those weird goosebumps. If you noe wat I mean. Urgh, can't even imagine of one rite now..

Please don't say I'm being emo, seriously I'm freaking pissed coz this module totally bores me.

Wassallam.


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Monday, May 29, 2006


Forgive me if I don't often attend tutorials, lectures or labs. Its in my blood to skip them anyway, but today I'm just plain moody to anything..

And yes, if I don't have the mood I rather not waste my time to entertain anything. Like staying in school when I noe I dun feel like it.But I'll rather, be home, resting and hopefully things will be ok the next day.

No, its not becoz I'm having some weird dilemma or ill-forsaken ghost of you or playback memories. Its just that I'm not feeling well on Mondays(unfortunately today is Monday...) but hey, its not as if I'm gonna die or something. Its just that this mood swing suddenly kicked in. Anyway, I think its gotta do with the fatigue and pressure of school life and peers. I'm fucked, for your info. Like totally.

Then again, when I'm in school I'll try not to feel that way. Just keep smiling and do wat I love the most. Like...erm, I dunnoe. What do I love doing anyway?!

Wassallam.


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Saturday, May 27, 2006


Due to my busy schedule, I'll try to blog whenever I can larh. Coz some people do read my blog, mind you...

Anyway, audits are three days from now! I'm freakin nervous, but on the same time freakin excited. And we left another one more session, right before our audits. And yes, we manage to play full song(not exactly full, but still we completed our task) but coordination is one big major problem we have to settle rite now. No coordination spells doom for all of us. Hopefully by the next session we can settle this once and for all! I want to go to the competition badly and promised my fellow NYP-ians a great performance. Metatarsal, you guys rocks!

Other than that, I'm involved in another event, Battle of the Bands. Apparently, my ex-band members need a vocalist badly for the competition so they asked for my services. Of coz, who would wanna reject that kind of opportunity, prize worth $250,000 for the winning band! That would make me freakin rich man!

Oh shit, and I almost forgot about my proposal. For the upcoming MIT event, I'm the soccer IC. Way cool, I would'nt have thought I'll be game master for second time in a row. Sheesh. Told ya my schedule is damn hectic nowadays. Bandzout. MIT event. Battle of the bands. Part-time buaya. Ahaha. Whatever.

PS, Yu Qi if you really have that herbal drink to sooth my throat, I'll be glad to have it. Like soon. Damn my throat hurts, I think its stressing. I think I just fucked my throat. Sheesh, should have not overdo.

Wassallam.


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Saturday, May 20, 2006


Man, I'm really looking forward to our next session. Jamming's been pretty much way above what WE have expected. Especially the arrival of darren in our band rite now, Things are going ok. That is, if we manage to master our song by this coming wednesday. But still, I'm still nervous for the coming audits. Wish us luck ok. For now, let us aim for going through the audits and NOT about the award for best vocalist etc. Coz if u can't even pass the audits how to even think of winning the award rite? Sheesh.

Other than that, I've finally receive my FIRST warning letter! My God, I've been a bad boy. Heh. But hey, I will NOT make it a habit this time. I dun want to do badly for this semester too. I'm trying to be better. In terms of attendance AND results. Haha.

Wassallam.


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Wednesday, May 17, 2006


My God, this week I've been a bad boy. My bad habits are kicking in again, and that is skipping class without a valid excuse. Sheesh. I need to stop this man, no more warning letters for me!

Ok, tonight's the champions league final and I'm NOT gonna miss. I'm still gonna root for the gunners no matter wat happens. Even if I have the feeling barcelona will win this one. They're favourites anyway, no doubt about that.

Wassallam.


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Sunday, May 14, 2006


Jamming

Tired and jaded I am. But I had fun on Saturday. Went jamming with my NYP friends. Me, JP, Saiful, Vanessa and Tze Wei. Well I considered them my "friends" coz we have'nt confirm our band name just yet. So we don't really have a name for ourselves. Sheesh. Anyway, we booked a three hour session in the BIG room. The usual place where me and my band occasionally jam. So it was worth the time. Considering we made full use of the time. Not becoz we jam for the entire hour, but rather practising ourselves. And since most of us are doing it for the first time, so we kind a screw up in coordination. Big time. But in the end, we manage to play a song. That was like a big accomplishment for us. And Vanessa sure got talent, especially with her drumming. JP and his all almost-expensive-ibanez-plus-his-multi-effect-pedal-super combo made my bro in a fit of jealous.Wicked. And Saiful's hidden talent.In bass that is. Really nice to see everyone shining.

I hope we can do better for our following sessions. For now. We have to think of an appropriate song for our competition, the upcoming bandzout. Our band name. And of coz, our bandmates. Apparently, one of our mates are already calling it quits. Haiz, I can't force him either becoz he made the decision in his own free will...

And yes, I noe I've been a bad blogger. Sorry my friends for not doing so. This few weeks been busy like hell. I'm finally done with my XV2 event. I think it was a great experience. Of coz, it started early and ended in a quick pace. But the work we had was tremendous, and the scoldings and all that was something we would never ever forget. I would like to thank the committee for doing their part, hopefully even though the event has ended I hope we won't go MIA all of a sudden and become total strangers. Haha. For now, I can relax and help out with the remaining events. And since I'm no longer a committee for either one, the MIT event is still a consideration. That one really need to help. Haha.

Wassallam.

Wassallam.


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Sunday, May 07, 2006


How I REALLY feel sial!

Ahaha, man yesterday was the best day ever! I gotta spend the rest of my day with my fellow frinky friends! And finally its the best outing I had with them! Ok, so here it goes...

Went to Funan IT Mall with my bro Zul to have lunch at KFC, while waiting for both Faz and Izzah that is. As usual, they'll be late and me and my bro decided to have lunch first. And I gotta meet karim, my event committee from Xtreme Venture 2! And guess what?! He gave me extra cheese and fries for my cheese fries! So freakin thankful for him. And after we had our lunch the girls finally came. They bought alot of "flea" stuffs and so thats the reason why they were late. Like REALLY late.

Anyway, thats not the point. We end up talking crap for our entire journey to Marina Square after we had lunch. Apparently, me and Faz had plenty of PJs( as what izzah describe as personal jokes...) and had both izzah and zul confuse. Coz we were talking NYP NYP NYP stuffs all the way. But...they did'nt mind. Haha. Which is really nice, obviously I talked alot of stuffs as much as Faz do...

So we went to Marina Square and head to the Creative Shop where Faz wanted to buy a new creative MP4 player. The latest but I forget whats the name of the device. But its way cool lorh! I'm freaking jealous but in the same time happy that faz gotta buy one. Hehe. Its ok, if I could I'll buy my own one instead! The best part is, Faz treated us for a movie after she got her MP4. Freaking WICKED! We watch The Wild at GV Marina and it was damn nice. And ya bro rui qi if you've read this entry I'm sorry I could'nt keep my promise to watch but I'll be delighted to watch it again if u really really want to...

Man, it was fun larh. God knows how we feel sial. Haha. So now, had to prepare for my upcoming event, Xtreme Venture 2. Wednesday's the main event and I'm gearing for it. I can't wait for the race, as a game master IC I'll be willing to give my all for the next two days of preparation. Even if it means going home late. And after the whole event, I'll be focusing my time for my band's preparation for BandzOut. I'm so touched that my friends are willing to commit themselves to music for the time being. Hopefully, we could win this one. Coz I'm gonna do my best for this too!

I would LOVE to meet my frink friends again! You guys never fail to make things more fun! How I feel sial!!

AND....

Naruto is my favourite anime now! If you guys have'nt catch it, you guys sucks! Especially you anime-freaks!! =P

Wassallam.


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Tuesday, May 02, 2006


family day

Man, labour day has been the most enjoyable day of my entire life. I find it hard to believe that I'm spending my time with my family, which it's so rare for me do so this days. Maybe becoz of what happened to my mak before that made our bond even stronger. That, I can't tell. Its something personal. Anyway, the family's ok now, and it makes me wanna cry. In happines that is. Sunday, went to East Coast to enjoy the sea breeze, which is totally wicked. Too bad I did'nt brought my camera along. It was nice. And my lil sis was enjoying the whole day of Sunday. And on Monday, labour day itself, went to peninsula with my parents to buy t-shirts and belt for school. Haha. I noe its pretty much last min preparation but who gives a hey rite? Been busy for my holidays so why not I go shopping during my free time...with my parents too...heh

Sometimes I wonder why people love to be in depression mode all the time. Don't they feel tired doing so? I've been through a lot of hell before, and crying was once my forte. Being emo was my specialty. But now, I'm pretty tired and exhausted of all those things. For once, I've look on the bright side even more. Even if it seems that envy and jealousy tends to get the best of me, I'll try to negate it. Not through my reactions, but accepting it with all my heart. I'll accept changes from now on. Coz no matter how hard it is to believe em, somehow rather people do change...

Which makes me wonder, how on earth would one feel like if one day they don't end up smiling? They'll be the most dullest person anyone could have ever seen. I thank my bibik for teaching me to be more cheerful. She thought me how a smile could warm someone else's heart, and even feelings. And ya, I kinda believe it you noe...how bout you? Do you think so? Gimme a smile then!

Wassallam.


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