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Saturday, July 30, 2005

Should have said something, but I've said enough...

Man, this past few days been so tired. Very tired. I'm starting to get too stress up right now. Been studying from day till night. Now I just need a breather. I need to stop pushing myself too hard. I'll be just fine.

Anyway, next week's gonna be my common test week. Yeah, that is why I'm having this one week term break. Its so-called, our study week. And I've been pushing myself damn hard lah. I should'nt have. Even though I did have spent quite an enjoyable week, damn this projects and tutorials. Make up lessons. Now I'm just trying to persevere. This brain of mine filled up with IT informations. Sub chips. Whatever. I'm gonna be a certified IT zombie soon, you bet ya. I promise you...

Hehez, but there's gonna be credit after all these...perseverence? Hopefully, I could get a pass for Maths and Multimedia computing. I'm aiming for A!!! Hahakz, wish me luck ya, especially my frinky friends. Hopefully you guys could get an A for each one of your courses too! So that you guys don't have to repeat!!! And take...French language!(for NYP students ler...) I wanna learn french...french food, french things, french soccer, french songs...

I miss The Used! Argh, I meant Saiful's CD! Now I've been listening to it in either my computer and my iPod these past few days!! I miss my baby, how could you Saiful!!! You snatched my baby away, luckily I still got MCR. Bluek!!! Hahakz, I'm still excited of forming my new band soon! My groups gonna be big man, gonna be huge! Coz there's 8 of us right ow!!! What the hell?! Dah macam dikir barat pulak tu, Me and Tze Wei could'nt stop but laughed at our "lame" jokes of our soon-to-be-band. Hahakz, like taking group photos, who's gonna be infront, who's on the back? And who's gonna be performing, who's not?(since some songs don't require the need of vocalist or keyboardist) Hahakz, damn lame I tell you, the names we suggested...The Un-used?! Hahakz, My Fucking Romance?!(referring to My chemical romance...)Mama roach?! The Students?!(since there's the killers, the bravery...) What the hell?! Hehez.And I realized something, my bro's like Mikey Way and I'm like Gerard Way?! Hmm...NO WAY!!! Now I need to touch up on my singing...hopefully by the time we're going for our first jamming session, I could sing! Wish us luck ya!!!

Actually, I've got nothing to talk lah. Except, sharing my information about what I've learnt so far for Multimedia computing?! Nooo!!! Better not, you guys gonna go...R-O-B-O-T....Just like how I hypnotized...brainwashed...Van...hahakz. I'll be updating something lah, Something more fun soon. Studying is boring eh? Hehez, so smell ya later guys, and till then May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Thursday, July 28, 2005

(Bare my entry for today ok...)Hah, Radical Run was GREAT!!! Argh, I want it again! And Again, and again...

So, it was on Wednesday, which is yeterday. It was only me, Kamal, Peter and JP who represented our class MIT 0506! Ya, only four out five. Great. Anyway, met up at Harbourfront MRT at 11, to meet our senior Chloe!!! Hahakz. So the station was at Palawan Beach(again...) where there are other seniors(actually our ex-OGLs...) and very few Freshies. What the Hell?! In the end, there were only two classes participating, 0506 and 0515. Man, I thought it was gonna be a big race...

Altogether there's four teams. Team A to D. So, we were Team A. Ya, and our event for Radical Run is so-call Amazing Race in Sentosa. Hehez. Anyway, after we received our first clue, the four guys ran like mad! The clue: Ooo, dancing water. It was at, the musical fountain. And we were the first team to arrive! Though, the station leaders were not there yet! Bummer. And the four teams had to wait till they arrived. Ended up our team were last. The challenge was to guess the "solution" they gave us to drink. The answer was tapioca chips and mangosteen juice! The first team did'nt guess the correct answer and got their face smudged with paint!! Hahakz, padan muke...

Then, the second clue was: Vanda Miss Joaquim. Orchid Gardens!!! Hahakz, and we ran and caught up with the second team. The next challenge was to eat an apple in a tray full of water. Easy? Not really. We had to ate up all the green parts without holding the apple. And we guys took turns eating the apple, whereas the other teams had only one guy to finish it up. Hahakz, talk about team work. And we got second! Run!!!

Third clue: Catch a movie
Cinemania!!! We begin catching up on the first team. Yeah! Before starting the challenge, the station leaders ask us to sing. And our team we're inhesitant to start singing! We sang...LONELY! I AM SO LONELY! I HAVE NOBODY ON MY OWN!!! Hahakz, though the first team got the privilege to begin. What the hell?! The challenge was to carry seven water bags from one end to another end. Easy? No. Without your hands. Use plastic bags to carry it around. But it was a piece of cake lah, for us guys...

Fourth Clue: Rooster on time
So, the location was just adjacent to the flower gardens. Can't remember the name of the building, but it has this giant clock lah. Hahakz. Finally we got first position. Caught up with the first team. The challenge now is to hold on a ping pong ball with each other's index finger. bring it from one end to another, and then when we reached a yellow line of string, we had to throw it into a box. We had to make around 3 tries before we could successful threw the ball into the box! Wargh, damn unlucky man, the first group got to end the challenge earlier...After them!!!

Fifth Clue: The fifth member of the chinese zodiac
The Dragon! The dragon trail!!! Wahahakz, And we guys ran like mad to the place, without the need of using the bus. Dumb rite? Sentosa, they've given us free transportation to go to one place to another, and we did'nt use them. Anyway, at the dragon trail, we thought we're done for. Went from the Head of the dragon, to the stone dragon. However, there were'nt any sight of Station leaders! Me, Kamal and JP we're getting pretty annoyed, coz our feets kinda sore due to the harsh terrain of the tracks. But we persevered and found the station leaders, at the twin dragon entrance! Hahakz. The challenge. find a key to unlock a lock. The keys, ten of them, are all randomly jumbled up in a tray full of dough. We were out of luck! Found the key at the last attempt, the last key! By then, the third group caught up with us...

Sixth clue: Swimming, fish swimming in the sea, swimming...
Like duh, where else but the Underwater World! The challenge, dance infront of a stranger for thirty seconds to get the next clue. We asked two girls to bare our "performance", but they were reluctant. And kinda rude too! What the hell?! Tangkap lawa jek. In the end, we did it infront of the station leader instead...

Seventh Clue: Oishi
Oishi! Delicious in Japanese!!! So that means one thing...Sakae Sushi!! We ran( again..) to Siloso beach to get to Sakae Sushi. But the problem is, where the hell is the Station leader?! We were so damn pissed we almost wanna give up, but we saw a senior walking past us and we asked them the next station. And u know what they did? They brought us to a far away location, so far away from Sakae sushi to the Station leaders waiting for the arrival of the remaining teams. What the hell?! Anyway, the challenge was to fill up a bottle full of sea water, and "overspilled" a ping pong ball in the bottle. Me, Kamal and Peter ran and filled up the bottles much more faster than the other team( who has been waiting with us at the Sakae Sushi...). We're back to second! Yippee!!!

The Eighth Clue: The two towers
Its located at Palawan beach. The suspension beach connected to the breakwater island look-alike. Hehez. The challenge was to catch leaves dropped from the second floor. Wait there's more. With chopsticks! Impossible man! The winds blowing so strong and you're giving us this weird challenge. Of course, we gave up, forfeit. The station leader gave us another challenge instead. Ask anyone of the seniors around the command "post"(headquarters lah tu..) their names. Its only across the bridge lah. So no worries. Ask a name, came back with the name, and got our next clue. Finally..

Ninth clue: Tsunami
Where the hell you're gonna find a Tsunami in Sentosa! Before we made any move, we ask for hints from the command post. but one of the seniors wanted us to accept her challenge; Show out your ass to a stranger and made him get what you're trying to say to them: My ass is big! Of course, we don't wanna, but one of the seniors helped us. He gave me and Kamal the hint. At first we was trying to convince us, such as makin the both of us guess a malay proverb: Hujung...And the both of us were like, blur? Hujung, hujung ape? He gave up his"read-my-lip" hints and told the answer to us. Tanjung. Tanjong beach!!! Hahakz, so much for his help? Hehez. Thanks man. So, walked our way to Tanjong beach and met Chloe as our next station leader! Ok, the challenge find a letter named Team A, and in it there's a puzzle. Attached them together and there's symbol for us to point out a statement. The answer: A group don't work as an individual but a group work as team. Hahakz, last Station!!!

Lat station: Its a store and more
7-eleven! Like, duh!!! But this time, we're using the bus to get back there. Hahakz. Anyway, on our way there, we talked crap. Like talking about doin the impossible, possible. We kept on saying.." like, duh..." and " becoz, becoz I like...". The four of us were kinda, fun lah. Hehez. Anyway the last challenge. Did a telematch. Spin ten rounds, dig up team A's letter buried under a sandpile, cut lose one of our members tied up hands, build a sand hill, swim across a platform, blew a balloon on top of the platform, swim back to shore and finally buried it on sand. Fuh, that was a lot! We could'nt catch up with the first team, so second place we're at. Yeah! We finished the race!!!

After the race, the four of us had a dip in the sea. Ah, what a day to relax. By the sea. And while I was all alone by the edge of the shore, thought of all the things I was going through...

That I'm happy, happy that things are ok. I missed you, but if thats what brings you happiness, I'm willing to let you go. Where you go, just remember that I won't forget you...

Prize presentation and more photo-takings! The prize, a glass cup full of sweets. So nice!!!

Its really damn fun I tell you, hopefully there'll be another one next time. Till then, May God bless all of you. Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Monday, July 25, 2005

Hah, today was the beginning of my term break! Woohoo, so happy!!! I've got a week to rest and touch up on my studies before my common test week. Argh!!!

Anyway, today I sat at home. The whole day. Am to Pm. Morning till night. Dusk till dawn. What ever. I did my maths 1 tutorial book the whole day. Worksheet 1 till worksheet 4. Hehez, thats the least I could do. Man, I almost forgot how to calculate complex numbers. Rectangular form and polar form. I almost got lost. I could have been fainted. I saw, not only stars. Question marks too. Hahakz. Seeing all those strange algebraic equations. Again. And again. I'ts like I'm seeing something extraordinary. Extra-terrestial? Hahakz, lame. Though I did took a quick break. Talked to my bro, Zul(who's online the whole afternoon..). Played some games. Practice my vocals. So I had my own space to relax. Don't wanna get too stressed up. Its only maths for God's sake. What harm can it do to ya? So, managed to revise maths up till Higher derivatives. Have'nt touch up on lagarithms yet. That can wait. There's plenty of time. I think, hehez...

In the meantime. My mind kept thinking of her. Haiz, silly me. Why should I eh? Thought we've been through all these. Why did I even bother. Maybe I'm just bored sitting at home infront of the computer doing maths exercises. Or maybe because I just missed her. I think, I really am...

Wednesday's gonna be my school's MIT event! Radical run!! Man, I really can't wait. Get to see my friends, my OGLs, and my MIT peeps!!! Wargh!!! So, Sentosa...here I come!

Hahakz, smell ya later guys and till then May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

Dalam kenangan...

*Alucard*
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Sunday, July 24, 2005

I really love my bro, Zul! Like...TOTALLY!!! It was the best prank ever. Of course, I would like to apologise to those who have been affected by our prank. It never cross our mind, and even heart that we will do such evil things to u gals, so please forgive us ok...

Anyway, I still enjoyed my day yesterday. With the Frinks!!! The whole Frink family was out for breakfast yesterday. Ya, you heard me, Breakfast. With prata telur, and Teh Tarik. That was my breakfast. And we talked and talked and talked. Bout school. Bout our "fight"(hehez...). And all those things that are Frink-tastic!!! But we met for an hour only. Ya, coz me and Izzah we're late. I was partially at fault too, so sorry ya. Anyway, that one hour meant so much to me. It was a long time since I've been with my frink friends again. Ya, a very long time. I was distant with them becoz of personal reason. That was then. Now I'm just happy. Happy that things went ok. That it was a happy ending...

And I've finally cleared things with her. I had a really wonderful time with her on that very day...

One last kiss goodbye...

I know, it'll be my last. That I was willing to let go of you. Get to move on with my life. That I cared for you so much as to sacrifice this relationship. And that, you'll always be with me. Insyallah. Itu yang ku mahukan, itu yang ku doakan. Namun, ku harus sedar. Segala perbuatan ku padamu. Segala dosa yang ku lakukan. Dan segala kemungkaran yang terjadi pada dirimu. Semuanya salah ku. Senangnya ku menerima mu semula, dan juga cintamu...

I think I better stop here. Not my day to be in a sentimental mood. I don't wanna think of all these. I'm still holding on to this feeling. Its something we both shared. Its something we both agreed. Its something we both promised...

So smell ya later guys and till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

Bagi ku engkau,
Sebutir permata...
Kan jadi bintang,
Di dalam dakapan...

Kau lebih kejora...

Melebih kejora...

*Alucard*
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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Hehez, so today I had no school. Woohoo, hip hip hooray for me!Guess this is the only time I need to get on with assignments...

So, woke up pretty late at 10 today. Had to send my sis to school, guess that'll be my routine every Thursday. Temporary though. Only for today. Then again, I was too lazy to be in school to meet up with my friends. Or do some gym training. Or just kill some "school" time. Its too darn far man. Can't afford to drag my legs to school today. Seriously. All I want is to be in the comfort of my own bedroom. Or infront of my own computer. What ever it is. Call it home sweet home...

Spent the whole day practising my vocals. Guess I'm just touching up on my vocal chords again, since I'm forming a band with my fellow class-mates soon.Hip Hip Hooray for me again! My throat's pretty sore and it hurts after all those "singing". Its gonna be gone soon you know. So if I can't talk tomorrow, you guys will find out why lah. Hehez. In the same time, did my project and assignment too. Stopped every 30 minutes though. I can't seem to know what's the reason lah, but I just wanna feel relax today. No stress. No pressure. No assignments. Only, a few work is still managable. In the end, made up my mind. Alternately did two things the whole afternoon. Vocalising. Studying. Vocalising. Studying...

Then there's Syarahan at TV1 M'sia. Today's topic was about pengorbanan seorang anak kepada ibu bapa nya. I almost cried when the I saw one of the audience cried too while listening to the Ustad's speech. I don't know. Maybe he's tears touched my heart. Or was it the Ustad's meaningful speech? After all, the syarahan today thought me a lot. Hormatilah ibu bapa kamu...

It sure is fun to see my friends so enthusiastic about forming a band soon. Van's the Man!!! Hahakz, not quite. She's just the only girl around. So, we'll make her our leader. Then there's JP, and Alex, and Tze Wei, and Fu Yi. I can't wait! I'm just waiting till semestral break. Now, gonna study. And study. And hopefully get through semester 1. And then form our band. And then...

Hahakz, so smell ya later guys and till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

Kaulah...penawar rinduku...

*Alucard*
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Ok, think I'll take the time to blog. Man, project assignments are killing me! I need a breather!!! Although I have'nt start doing them, I'm trying to finish a lil' bit of it for the time being...for now...

Anyway, today I was kinda nervous. There's digital media test on Macromedia Flash MX, and I did'nt bother to practice it. I got pretty frustrated at first. Irritated. Seconds seem like minutes, minutes seem like hours. Haiz, and its pretty darn cold in the com lab. Stared on the computer screen blankly and without a sense of directory. Though I was able to frame the layers and slides in the end with no worries. Motion tween? Piece of cake. However, manage to finish up the slide on the very last minute, without buttons. Bummer. At least I still own marks for my patience. Yeah, what a sense of achievement I've made out of all those troubles. Overcame this thing due to my perseverance, count the marks out lah. Syukur, Alhamdullilah...

Nothing much really happen today. Except there's a briefing on our supplementary module. Ya, for the next semester. Ok, so I'm planning to take French Language as my supplementary module. Hahakz, Bonjour? Au revoir? Man, and its kinda cool to see all the MIT classes in one lecture theater. Saw my MIT peeps too from other classes. Anyway my group, Alex, Charles, Kian Wei, JP, Yu Qi, Rain, Luie and Joanne had to bare sitting on the steps when we entered the lecture theather. Ya, we're late becoz of JP and Charles. Could'nt resist playing that Metal Slug game in JP's laptop. What the hell? Anyway, the briefing was quite interesting, the french lecturer was a cool foreign guy who's damn handsome man. Luie said he looked beckham-ed. Hahakz, I don't think so. And the lecturer for the German Language, had these German accent, and her pronounciation sounds Indon tongue to me...

Last but not least, played chess with Peter and Luie for a game of chess. I won two times in a row! Then, met my "eye candy" when I was on my way to the MRT station going back home with Alex and JP! Why is she always appearing when I don't expect her to appear in front of me?! So...cute...!!!

Anyway, Bakeretsu Tenshi is a nice anime! Go watch it for all you anime fans out there! Smell ya later and till then May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

DESPERATE PEOPLE DO DESPERATE MEASURES...

Hahakz, what the hell rite? I created that one-of-a-kind slogan! Cool right?! My friends laughed at these man, guess its really something "hip" lah...

Anyway, today I was late to school again! Man, the rain these morning was kinda rough, wind and rain, more like a typhoon hitting island Singapore! Ok, I'm talking crap again, guess its pretty confusing now, I mean my grammer...

Came for maths lecture at 8.10 am (fuh, it really is a close call man...) and guess what?! We had 6 hrs of break today! Woah, that's so long. And the guys decided to skipp mutlimedia computing tutorial today. Coz its damn long lah, expect us to wait is it? Anyway, we already knew most part of the tutorial, so why the trouble...

So, drop down to JP's house with Alex today to finish up my assignments and play video games in the same time. Hehez, JP owns a cool Golden retriever which guards the front gates of his house. Its kinda cute, but we can't touch them. Bummer. Hehez, and he also has a husky and dalmatian! What the hell?! Played his PS2 in his room and did project assignments in on his laptop. I'm using his laptop to type this entry ok! Hehez, and by the way, JP has a Gibson electric guitar! Like, woah!!! Gibson leh, you guys noe how much it cost ya?!

Anyway, back to story...err I think its over lah. Hehez, man I'm getting more fatigued day by day. Guess I'm starting to feel a lil' bit of pressure now. Projects. Assignments. Datelines. This words kept circling this small head of mine each time I'm doing my work. Haiz, gotta start finishing up my assignments ASAP. Cum term break, aka study week, there's gonna be common test. Man, ku berdoa semoga ku dapat melalui semua ini...

So smell ya later guys, and till then May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Sunday, July 17, 2005

Wah, today there's no soccer! Why...why does it have to rain?! I was looking forward to today's match-up, argh...!!!

Anyway, there's two upsides though. I played soccer with my chinese friends at teck whye! Man, I so miss them even though its like a week before i saw them at a my bbq party. But then had to leave earlier to meet someone, so sorry guys...

Met her to eat lunch actually, but Tze Wei called me while I was on the way to meet her, and on the last minute he told me there'll be no match today coz the field condition was damp and not suitable for playing soccer. Haiz, but its oklah. I had fun being with her the whole afternoon actually. At first we ate Long John at Jurong East Entertainment. Then, I decided to send her to work too, since I've got nothing else in mind. Only to meet my cousin at kallang lah. Hehez, ok went to marina with her to catch Baybeats 05'!!! It totally rocks man!! Especially the band just infront of Makansutra!! Man, and my semangat to be in a band once more came back lah. One day, maybe you guys will see me on stage soon, insyallah..

By the way, Faz and Zul! You guys were at Marina too right?! Why in the world did I not spot you guys! In the same place, same time, and same location!!! I thought its a small world, hahakz watever..

Ok, after sending her to work, visited my cousin till night at around 8 just to talk crap lah. Hehez, and played Winning eleven 8! So long did'nt play that game...

She really meant something to me today. I could'nt explain this feeling, but I just miss her. Very, very much. We'll go out again some other time, insyallah. So till then ,May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

Kau lebih dari kejora...

*Alucard*
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Oh man, today I was late to school again!!! Checked my watch the whole time I was in the train, man how could I be so late? Maybe I was having a nice dream last night. Luckily today for Digital Media and Design module, the test was after our assignment(fuh...)

Ok, then today the canteen and food courts in school were damn crowded! What the hell?! So, our group were going back and fourth from South Canteen to Food Junction and back again. Haiz, just because there wasn't any place in either canteens. But the best part was, I saw my EYE CANDY again!!! Hahakz, and then I pointed to my friends and yelled "there, there, there..." Coincidentally, there were seats just around her table! But then again, we sat at a different table, coz our group was kinda big. Humph, its ok. But I just can't understand why I was yelling to them too. Was it her or the empty seats? Man, its so weird lah...

After school, went to grassroot club to play arcade again. Completed time crisis 2 with John Paul a couple of times till I got bored lah. Man, and skipped mind games coz we were too tired. At first me, Alex, Charles and Jian Wei were planning to play at least a game before we left the school lah. But Charles wanted to play his chinese chess so badly, and the room was damn crowded. So, what did we do to leave the place? Hehez, Charles made up an excuse" Hey, we go eat first then come back again lah..." Wah, and I totally forgot about that Live Audio thingy Faz recommend! So sorry, Faz...

Anyway, I'm forming a band soon lah. Its a coincident that my friends( Vanessa, JP, Tze Wei, Fu Yi and Alex...) were interested in forming a band too. And I was totally happy bout it! Its like my dreams were fulfilled and my ambitions relived once again. Then this Sunday, gotta accompany JP to Peninsula to buy his Electric Guitar. Hmm, thought of recommending him Santa'Fe guitars, coz his budget's only $300. Anyway, most of us need to get back to our basics and touch up on things. Me gotta practice my vocal chords and range, Vanessa aka Kyori Kusanagi, need to get back to drumming(she's a drummer leh, hehez...), Tzei Wei Moth boy need to learn to play his acoustics already, JP, the "Pope" need to get his fingerings rite and working after he bought his new electric guitar and Alex wanna buy a keyboard! What about Fu Yi?! He could'nt play any instruments, and I ask him to play the tambourine lah. Hehez, joking...

Ok, So smell ya later guys and till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

Forgive me, if I was being selfish to you the other day...

*Alucard*
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Sunday, July 10, 2005

Yeah, yesterday was the bomb! Hahakz, I totally love it, but I was too tired to post it yesterday night though, too tired lah...

Anyway, I had a soccer match yesterday with the big boys( the Jurong West FC one ah Chloe, not the NYP soccer team lah...). The best part is, Tze Wei was there too! Hahakz, at least I don't feel so lonely anymore. We played at Fuhua Secondary's field, and our opponent was a team sponsored by Coca-cola. Cheh, I thought I heard Coca-Cola was gonna sponsor drinks man, hehez...

So, the game was an even match, although we finally won 4-2 against them. Hehez, and I gotta play in second half, as a substitute. I did'nt grab any goals today! So disheartened, Cik Rizal asked me..." Yat, asal takde goal arie nie?" Hahakz, I missed every opportunity I had, plenty of course. All the shots I took were way off target. Haiz, better start practising lah. And ya, Tze Wei got his first debut too! So cool, Tze Wei, your dream had been fulfilled at last, hahakz...

After the match , I joined my chinese friends for mine and Yen Tsi's bilated b'dae bbq party. Melvin, Kian Yong, Xin Yong, Guo Jun, Edmond, Yen Tsi, Alvin and Ivan. It was a great nite. When I met them, I hugged them like crazy! It really was a joyous day for me, I was totally happy when I saw my friends again! Hahakz, so at the bbq party, ate a lot lah. There's chicken, crab stick, hot dog, satay and hot dogs. So, I got quite full from eating Ivan's " half-cooked" chicken drumstick. Hahakz, but so far so good eh, I did'nt have any diarrhoe. So, called yourself lucky eh Ivan. We also talked crap down there, talk about school, about girls, and then about soccer too. No one wanna talk about their own problem, guess we don't feel like talking about all this. Even me. I just wanna spent a day with my friends feeling happy lah...

Hmm, today better start doing my assignments lah. There's plenty of them. Haiz, I envy NP students man, they got a week break next week, so nice. I wish I had one too, coz my homework's is undone yet. So afraid I'm not gonna make it through. So smell ya later guys and till then ,May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Friday, July 08, 2005

Wah, I'm freaking tired today! Ganbatte!!! Hahakz, whatever...I think I'm goin Anime now, becoz of my Anime-freakin class lah...hehez...

Anyway, today I had a fun day though. Talk about fate lah. Saw my "eye-candy" in south canteen during lunch break. Hehez, she sat next infront of my table, so we were like facing each other man! Then there's this you-see-me-but-pretend-you-don't-see-me kinda thing. We were like, you know what I mean...she'll look at me, and then I'll look at her back and she'll pretend she does'nt! Woah, ok maybe its just me imagining things lah. But she's really sweet, I mean she looks sweet. Hehez, and she's Shi Yuan's friend too! Wah, introduce me to her leh Shi Yuan...

Hahakz, stop fantasizing lah Yat! As if you can get her! Siapalah aku ini kan, nak jatuh hati pada insan seperti dia, so anggun, mustahil...Though I got the feeling she like's me too. Hah, the probability is 10 out of 100 lah I say! But the best part today was that my friends can't stop talking crap in our new MIT0506 class forum! We were spamming all the way, and did'nt even care less about the lecturer who asked us to do e-learning. Then, for electronics fundamentals we pleaded the "holy" Pope John Paul to bless us with his "holy waters" and "blessings" so that we don't have to do the E-quiz today! Turns out, we were safe! However, it ended up JP being the last person to be called up! Hahakz, we were laughing "quietly" and "thanking" him in the forum, who became our "sacrificial lamb". May God bless you JP, Amen. Before we left for Java lecture later, the "stalker" finally send me a message! "Nor Hidayat...?" Hahakz, she finally knew my name! Hah, and this time I did'nt miss my opportunity! I already knew how to network send messages via command prompt! So I replied.." Ya...kenape? Nak minta nombor ke per...hehez". Hopefully I'll get my reply by next week, Insyallah.

After school, played soccer with the big boys again! Hahakz, and I did'nt perform well man today, maybe becoz I was too exhausted in school before that. Me, Cik Man and Cik Lan kept giggling and laughing our hearts out when we could'nt score a goal or missed a pass! Hahakz, I too can't stop laughing lah, maybe I'm already settling in with my seniors lah. I find them kinda nice. There's a soccer friendly match tomorrow and Coca Cola's gonna sponsor us drinks! What the hell?! Cool man, though I have to make it for my friends bbq outing later at night...Hopefully I'll make it on time, I don't wanna dissappoint my chinese friends...

System.exit(0)// So smell ya later guys and till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.( Talk about Java, jeez...)

*Alucard*
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Hahakz, Happy B'dae!!! To me lah, of coz...

Anyway, today I had a really fun time! Its something I'll never forget. Actually, it did'nt occur to me that my classmates are goin to celebrate my birthday today. I was late to school(as usual...) and did that stupid Macromedia Flash MX 2004 version for digital media design module, and had maths test(again...) during maths tutorial...

After that, saw Syamilah at Mac! I thought she knew, I pretended that I had nothing "special" today. And she really did'nt noe that it was my b'dae today!!! Man, so disheartening, its oklah...

Then I even saw Aini again! Hai, this is the second consecutive time for this week I saw her, and then she tegur me again lah(as usual...). Hehez, she asked me..." name kau sape ah? Dah lupe ah...". Then I replied to her..." Hidayat lah. Asal, nak minta nombor?" Hehez, and then she gave me that cute smile and said nolah! Like, duh!!! Hahakz, whatever...

After that me, Alex, Kian Wei, Charles, Peter, Yu Qi and Rain decided to skip semestral project! It was a win-lose situation, for me. Firstly, they agreed to treat me for two games of bowling at Grassroot if I skipped lecture, just to celebrate my b'dae. Then, there were this other friends of mine who persistently said that we can celebrate my b'dae some other time. So, in the end, its either I follow or stay. While the rest of my classmates left for lecture, I stayed. Alex agreed to go bowling if I stayed, so does Kian Wei(coz we're in the same group...). And Rain still got the cheek to ask me..." Hidayat, you goin or not?" Like duh, I replied to her..." Don't u think its obvious that I wasn't follow them to go for lecture?" Hahakz, in the end we had a great time lah, played bowling, and I had a couple of strikes too! Yeah!!! Thanks Yu Qi for treating me, I'm so touched...

At night, I had dinner with my family and my grandparents. I was so happy to spend a day with my family and my beloved grandparents. Even though we just ate at a nearby coffeeshop, I was really thankful that I had a set meal with my family! My bibik bought my a Nike T-shirt! Its red, and its nice! Hehez, but what really made my day was went my nenek and datuk gave me $20( $10 each...). At first I refused, telling them I really did'nt need any money from them. But my nenek reply..." Inilah ape yang nenek dan datuk boleh berikan pada Apat. Tetapi kami masih terhutang budi pada Apat singgah ke rumah nenek dan datuk dan membawa buah tangan hari-hari tu? Pade nenek, wang memang ade nilainya, tapi kasih sayang yang Apat beri pade datuk dan nenek tiada batasannya..." And I hugged her like mad! Almost cried while hearing it...

Then there's my friends who messaged me on the cell phone, wishing me happy birthday! I love you guys! I love Zul, I love Mirah, I love Izzah, I love Faz, I love Nas. Ok, make it short. I LOVE MY FRIENDS!!! I love the FRINKS!!! Hahakz, but I would be more happy if you guys were to spent a day together with me, I even made a wish for each of you guys too...

And ya, this coming friday my chinese friends is also holding a bbq for me and Yen Tsi! I really can't wait for it, I miss my chinese friends! There's Ah yong, Melvin, Edmond, Yen Tsi, Xin yong, Guo Jun, Ivan, Alvin...you name it! Man, I really love my chinese friends lah! So touched, Ah yong even remembered the F50 shoe they bought for me during my b'dae. I was really happy back then, I treasured it up till now! Hahakz, hopefully I had a wonderful time cum Friday...

Okiez, hope you guys too had a good time. Hehez, smell ya later and till then, May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Monday, July 04, 2005

Lentok Habis! Hahakz, I feel like buying that album lah, inside there's sentimental songs that can make you lentok(sleep...), guaranteed to make you damn sleepy or sing you a lullaby! I love Exists version of rindu serindunya more than the late Spoon one! Okiez maybe becoz I just love jiwang lah, hehez...

Anyway, today's the best day of my life! Hahakz, I got my b'dae present in advance, from my loveable FRINKS! Guess what? I got a spongebob squarepants boxers! How come you guys know that I really really really...(and the list goes on...) WANT IT! Thanks guys! I'm starting to love you guys, man I would love my fellow FRINKS even more if we were to go out on my b'dae itself together. But this is already too much for me to embrace that happiness I've long missed so much, especially with the frinks. I really appreciate, the friendship you guys share...*I'm ready, my b'dae...I'm ready, my b'dae...*

Okiez, so today I had my maths test for maths tutorial. And it was damn chickin feet! Had to do differentiation, chain rule, product rule and quotient rule. Hehez, hopefully this time I could pass an A for it, Insyallah. And then after maths tutorial, I met Fazzy aka Aquza linda! Hahakz, horh?!(Man, miss that verse...) . She called me on my cell phone, asked me to wait at block Q. Of coz, I had to leave the lecture theater for a while to received my beloved present( see above details for more info, hehez...). Luckily, my lecturer has'nt entered the room yet...

And 3 hrs of break again! This time, we made full use of it! Hahakz, me, Alex, Charles, John Paul, Fu Yi, Tze Wei and Kian Wei played bowling at Grassroot club! Wah, its been a long time I've not bowled with my classmates, although now I'm starting to get the hang of it. Hahakz, I've even learnt how to swing a curved ball! Is that cool or what?! So prepare, frinks. The Jiwang frink's gonna get ya, hehez...

My house smelt durians all over recently. Coz my cousin from Batu Pahat visited Singapore for two days and sent us some durians as gifts! Awww, isn't that sweet? Though now, I feel kinda sick smelling durian all around my house, gonna get drowsy soon, hehez...

Okiez, me got to stop blabbering already. I still got assignments to be done! Argh, better do before I lentok pulak, hahakz watever. So smell ya later guys and till then May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Sunday, July 03, 2005

So it has been confirmed! I've signed a lucrative deal with a new club! Hahakz, for free man, I've joined the Jurong West football club!

Ok, it happened yesterday. You see, I've been playing soccer every Friday recently with these group of seniors lah, around the age range late 20s to early 30s. So they asked me whether I could join them to a match every Saturday.Its because they admire the potential I had to become the next star for Singapore.They wanna "unearth" that potential I had to the fullest by training me. Of course I was so flattered by the interest they had in me, and I accepted their offer!

Anyway,I had a match yesterday against an unknown team lah, comprising malays only. Jeez, so racist, hehez. The match was outstanding! (Our jersey colour was green for your info...) We thrash our unknown opponent 4-1! Guess what? I even scored the first goal on my first debut! Of course, during the early stages of the game, I was kinda nervous to communicate with my fellow soccer colleagues, since I was the youngest in my squad at the age of 17! Is'nt that cool or what! Hahakz, I've got a lot of chances on goal, but fatigue and exhaustion sets in. Haiz, maybe becoz this was my first debut...

At the end of the game, my "seniors" praised me for doing a job well done. I've known quite a few names already lah, like Pak Man, Pak Lim and Cik Rizal. Then there's Tze Wei's father's friend, of course I had to thank Tze Wei for introducing me to them. I deeply appreciate his help, and I hope he could play alongside me coz I'm really damn nervous with my new "team-mates". Hehez, I'll try to settle in with this new club of mine ASAP.Ok, back to the story. My keeper, the team captain too, kept giving me thumbs up and even congratulate me during half time break and even after the game. And you know what? The opponent too did'nt missed a chance to praised me. One of them too were eager to coach me..." Dik, baik ah. Ade Shevchenko-potential. Nak abang coach adik tak?" Hahakz, flattering indeed. All I could do was to smile and thank them...

Of course, I did get a fair share of criticism too. My mentor, Pak Lim ask me to train more, like building up my body strength, especially the chest area. Then he asked me to eat a lot of protein-rich foods. Now, I need help for those who have studied F&N! What do I have to eat to boost my protein level in my body? Hahakz, your help will be deeply appreciated. Other than that, I need to maintain my cool in finishing and also train my shooting power...

Now, I'm drained to the max. I still have assignments and projects to be handed in next week. A whole lot of them. Haiz, hopefully I'll be able to finish it by today. So smell ya later guys and till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
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Sunday, July 03, 2005 and they said.. 0 comments