Thursday, February 17, 2005
Man, I'm so sick todae, very very sick.And I've caught a flu too, all thanks to my bro lar, passing on his germs to me.Now, I feel so weak, so frail, just like a veggy(hehe...).Atchoo!
Anyway, today I just wanna point out something, that I got to see this past few days. I got the feeling that teenagers today are so desperately in need for love.Why?Well, people always asked me..."still single?dun ever intend to start a relationship?"Honestly, I really love to if I could, but for now, I rather just live life as the way I like it now, to be single and carefree.Say what they want, do what they want, it doesn't matter to me, nothing's gonna change my decision.And I don't even bother seeing young couples hugged and kissed their way in shopping malls or in the streets of Singapore...
Its not that I've given up or wat, but I'm just waiting.Waiting for the rite someone to be my soul-mate.I dun care how long it'll take me, but I noe I'm doin this for a good cause, and reason.I've read the papers too this past few weeks, dan ku kecewa yang ramai remaja dari golongan kita orang Melayu, sering terjebak dalam kes seks luar nikah dan berkahwin mudah.Apakah orang Melayu skarang tidak sejati sebagaimana yang telah dijadikan teladan oleh orang tua kita selama ini?Mungkin mereka tidak mempunyai kasih sayang yang sepenuhnya dari ibubapa kita, ataupun mereka dibuai gelora nafsu, sehinggakan tidak takutkan dosa dan Tuhan?Tetapi, ini tidak boleh dijadikan sebagai satu alasan, kerna ramai remaja kita punya pendidikan yang secukupnya sekarang...
Yang terjebak mungkin tidak kenal atau memahami ertinya cinta. Mereka sering melihatnya hanya di mata, namun bukan di hati.Mereka juga tidak mempunyai hati yang penyabar, dan berputus asa jika berlakunya suatu peristiwa antara kedua-dua pihak.I'm not trying to say that teenagers today are spoilt, or brainless.But sometimes, we have to really understand the meaning of love.
And that is why, I'm not so desperately in need for a soul-mate, for now.Even though there are those that I nearly fell for, that sometimes I see her more than a friend or someone who wants to be one, I noe I had to reject or forget bout this.I'm trying to be as patient as I can, and I noe it will be worthwhile.Trying to start relationship now is truly something suicidal to me, kerna ku harus mengorbankan jiwa dan masa ku kepada kekasih ku nanti.Ia akan membuah kan dosa yang berlipat gandanya dengan kelakuan dan adegan tidak senonoh antara kedua-dua pihak, yang bukan cara sebagai seorang mukmin.Not only that, I just can't play with it...
Anyway for now, I'm happy that I have girl-friends that cared and always by my side. I want to enjoy my life to the fullest, dan tekun beribadah kepada Yang Maha Esa.Kerna hidup di dunia ini sementara sahaja, akhirat lah akan kekal seabadinya.Friendship after all, is important for us teenagers now, and I cherished it with all my heart.I now understand and appreciate my friends.For now, my deepest appreciation will be my family.Kerna ibubapa ku lah yang mendidik dan membesarku sebagai seorang insan yang solehah(not quite lah...), dan ku bertekad untuk membelas budi baik dan jasa mereka.Suatu hari nanti, pintu hatiku akan terbuka jugalah untuk seseorang, Insyallah...
Well, that's all for now.Kalau ade tersilap kata atau bahase yang tidak menyenang kan hati, sudi lah maafkan lah diri ku.Kerna kita sebagai insan yang sering membuat kesilapan, harus saling bermaafan.Tomorrow, I'm to Jurong Point after my Friday prayers, with someone.Hehe, lets say just goin out k?Anyway, hope I'll be well for tomorrow, may god bless you, Wassallam.
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