Ascendancy

Saturday, February 19, 2005

I feel so pissed off, my life just f***ed up alrite!Haha, why?Well, firstly I missed the APM at Suntec City alrite, my ticket gone to waste!It cost me a bloody $38!Yeah, and actually I was supposed to go with my EX(pardon me ar, dun wanna tell you who, hehe...),and my former band-mates.Actually had to meet her first at Jurong Point, and spent time chatting there before we head to City Hall and meet them.Turns out, my condition worsen the next day!And I had no choice but to allow her give it to her brother instead(since he wanted to go so bad, but did'nt bought one...)Well, at least it does'nt really go to waste eh?Argh!Then, I could'nt go to TP open house with my 4E3 friends coz I'm still having this cold.Urgh, what could be worst eh?Its all because I was infected by my stupid brother lah,hehe...

Anyway, at least I had fun while I was at home.Why?Hehe, firstly tahun nie APM mengarut sia!Lucky for me, I did'nt went to Suntec to watch APM the previous nite.But then, Bhumiband won three awards!Congrats!Well, met them before in one of the kugiran competitions, but of course was'nt that close to them.But still...kau lah kebangaan muzik kumpulan tempatan di Singapura,haha!Continuing on, hehe, before that I just want to apologise for those Fiknatiks or fans of Taufik, but his performance on APM that nite was...SENGAU!!!Haha, truthfully he was, I dunnoe bout you all lar(maybe some are tone death...), but my bro and father agree seh.Hehe, man surely memalu kan seh, for us Singaporeans...coz all the various artistes from other countries might be thinking..."is this really the Singapore idol?Why so sengau?"Tular, lain kali kalau dah tak leh angkat lagu rock tu, jangan pakse diri.Lagu Ramli Sarip pulak tu, hehe.You're soul man, do your soul tingy k?Rock buat rock, rock never dies k,hehe...But I did'nt got to see my boo sia!Boo-hoo...not Siti ar, she's my old flame.So who?Hehe, Shahila lah,haha!Man, she's so anggun, so sexy and so young!You're my wishlist now k, to be my future wife,haha.I think she's 15 or 16 now, could'nt remember,hehe...

So I spent time the whole day at home from Friday to Saturday.Do what?Surprisingly, I did'nt noe why my vocal chord felt so wide man, so I practised and vocal jammed in my room for both days!Wah, talk bout being sick ar, still can sing siol!Haha, at least my nenek visited me both Friday and Saturday consecutively.Biase lar, dah cucu kesayangan kan..."Mane cucu nenek yang cute nie!Mari sini nenek cubit pipi Apat(dats my nick...)"And I can't believe she still does that man!Nenek, Apat dah besar lar, tak payah nak cubit-cubit pipi nie semue,hehe...but she fed me porridge and bacaan doa selamat untuk memulihkan diri ku supaya sembuh.Ku terhutang budi pada nenek ku yang penyayang, semoga Tuhan membawa nenek ku kepada tempat insan-insan yang disayangiNya di akhirat nanti, insyallah...

Ok lar, I still having mild coughs...hopefully I'll get better tomorrow so that nenek won't visit my again,haha.Till then, may God bless you, Wassallam.

Di samping itu, terima lah...

Tega ku berdiri sepanjang malam
Mengintai dadah langit yang tersergam,
Demi meniti doa dan impian
Di saat melintas sang kelodan,
kau di sisiku sentiasa
...Julia

Ku dambakan kita hidup bersama
Sepasang kekasih teman yang setia
Asal kan kau sudi ku kan bahagia
Kerna ku percaya cinta kita
Satu tak terpisah
...Julia

Biar malam mengundang hujan
Hadiah kan jutaan rintangan
Niat yang asal tetap kan ku kotakan
Hendaknya hajat ku kesampaian
Kau di sisiku sentiasa
...Julia

Ku dah coba hidup tanpa diri mu
Terbukit diri ku haru biru
Mudah hilang punca dan arah tujuh
Fikiran meracau dan menentu
Emosi terganggu
hariku kelabu...

bantulah aku, bantulah oh Julia
Katakan lah pada ku, kau juga sama
sama merasa, seperti ku Julia
Kita menjejak erti cinta yang sama...

Song by Exists
Song title:Julia
Kepada sahabatku, Julia...hehe

*Alucard*
was rockin' on
Saturday, February 19, 2005 and they said..

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