Wednesday, March 02, 2005
Well, it has been decided.And its my final decision.I'm going to the music and audio technology course in Singapore Polytechnic.Syukur Alhamdullilah, ibubapa ku merestui nya, walaupun pada mulanya mereka enggan.Who would'nt, they would want to expect you to go to a course that is demanding in the market currently.I understand very clearly that the music industry in Singapore is far too small and limited.A mere vocalist like me would hardly survive in this country. Yet, I chose interest out of revenue, and I knew what I did was right.Of course, hard work and resilience may help me in the long run, but the major set back for me is that I've no relative or friends that is really good in this field.No connection, nothing.I'm really all alone rite now.And I know there will be players in there that are already far more experience than me in this field.So, its gonna be a new challenge for me, but I'm up to challenges.I want to fulfill my ambition, to be a great singer/vocalists.But I did'nt told my parents the real reason behind this decision, because they would think that I'll be a laughing stock in the end.Who would actually believe me?Nevermind bout what others say, just believe in yourself.So does your potential, and talent.So I pray to God to give me strength to carry on with this new phase of life...
Anyway, I'm glad that the results are released, and yet deciding on the courses you wanna go is much more harder than you could imagine.There's a lot you need to sacrifice.One of them is your friends.And I believe that is definitely true.We will never see each other again, everyone has gone to their own separate ways.And I'm not sure who'll be tagging along with me in this course, given that my friends all have their own interest and potential.So I'm not pretty sure who I'll get to meet when I'm starting my new life in polytechnic...
Well, at least I'm confident that I could enter this course, given the interviews and audition that candidates have to go thorugh.I hope they won't ask about my understanding on musical notes and keys, I'm damn weak in that.Furthermore, for the auditions, I'm not sure whether they'll accept vocalists like me who rarely holds a musical instrument.Of course, I've played quite a lot of musical instruments, especially the guitar and trombone when I'm in primary school back then.But I'm not really good at those, my real strength lies in my vocals itself.Man, I'm so nervous rite now, hopefully they'll accept me.It doesn't mean I have a kugiran or stage band before, I have enough musical background...
I'm sure I'll make it, I'll go against all odds to achieve what I've loved from young.Namun kalau sudah ditakdirkan oleh Yang Maha Esa yang ku dapat berjaya dalam bidang ini, syukur Alhamdullilah.But I know I'l have to work hard to achieve it.So, hopefully everyone too will get their desired course.Till then, may God Bless you, Wassallam.
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Wednesday, March 02, 2005 and they said.. 
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