Friday, February 25, 2005
Haha, dunnoe why I'm so lazy to blog this past few days...How come sia?Hehe, anyway I was kinda busy...but of course not working lar.Urgh, if only I was'nt sick last week, I could have gotten the job as a pembakar satay you know.Now I'm a jobless-despo-emo-watever-you-call-it guy lar.I want to bakar satay man, so fun you know...
"cinta satay, makan ayam satay kambing...
Mbek,mbek,mbek..."
Hehe, of course I'm despo for a job now lar, I'm so bored sitting at home...and I took a course for Quran classes instead just to make my time now more meaningful and fulfilled.I'm kinda busybody lar actually, followed my mak to Quran classes.Hehe, at least can see all the Minah Tudung there(I like,huahua.No offence ar guys...).Haha, me wanna become Mat Alim now.Its good actually membaca Al-Quran balik semula, so long I katam I almost forget about it now...
Anyway, I just woke up from sleep just now, my clock now showing 2.40 A.M.Yeah, kinda late huh?I woke up from a nightmare, well lets say just a past memory.A past memory that came back haunting me, again.And now I could'nt go back sleep now, coz I'm scared..scared I'll be facing her in my dreams again.Why does it keeps coming back?What are your intentions dear, its been so long I've never see you, yet kau punya hati untuk menjelma di mimpi ku?Who am I to blame now?Maybe what they say are true after all...
"Walaupun jauh di pandangan mata,namun hatiku tetap berada di sisiku..."
No!I can't, I'm not going back to my old self.Its time I should start a new, I've got so many friends who do cared for me.Yet you're the one I've always think of.But there's no use of me crying over you anymore, bak kate orang, tangisi air mata jernih kepade seorang insan yang tidak mengenangkan diriku.Kau lah, cinta ku yang pergi...dan bukanlah salah ku melepaskan mu...
Anyway, cum Monday, there's a lot of people I'd like to thank, those who were with me from Sec1 to 4, and those I've forgotten but you're still a friend to me.So, expect a long one k, coz there are a lot of friends in my list that I've gotten to noe and loved from Sec 1 to 4.I hope my O's will be ok, even though I know I can't hope for JC now, I'm so freakin nervous alrite.Hopefully my specialist subjects(Core Geography and Bahasa Melayu...), can at least pushed me up.Oh God, give me at least a fifteen for L1R5, so that I could go to JJC,hehe...Well, it does'nt mean I came from a good class(Sec 1e2-2e2...), I'm clever ok.My best friend flopped his streaming exams and hit straight to class 3E5 the next year.I pitied him, hope he'll do good for his O's as well.He's my twin bro lar, in case you're wondering,hehe.And of course, to Amirah, I believe you can make it.Dun worry lah, you're smarter than me wat, your English's much more powderful rite?Ku berdoa kepada mu dan semua lah yang mengenal diriku semoga mereka berjaya dalam peperiksaan GCE O' levels mu.I'm thinking win-win right now, haha learned that in HEY lessons alright.Anyway, thanks for the free complimentary tickets ya, dunnoe how am I to repay you man...
Haiz, maybe I'll try eating my way to sleep, I'm so tired but I eyes won't rest.Till then, May God bless you, Wassallam.
Di samping itu, terimalah...
Sampaikan salam, buat semua
Salam terakhir, salam teristimewa
Kepada kau yang tersayang
Pada teman yang ku kenang
Pemergian ku ini, tak dirancang...
Usah bertanya, mengapa aku
Mengucap salam, terakhir kepada mu
Kerna waktu berputaran
Bimbang tak berkesempatan
Melahirkan kerinduan, terhadap mu...
Demi sebuah kenyataan
Yang amat menyakitkan
Aku yang tidak berdaya
Hanya terserah kepadaNya...
Salam akhir, salam yang teristimewa
Bersamanya, ku bermohom keampunan
Melaluinya, ku beri kemaafan
Kepadamu...
Andainya aku, punya waktu
Masih ku ingin, mengulangi semula
Saat indah bersama mu
sayang tak berkesempatan
Abadi kan saja, salam ku di ingatan
Salam ku yang terakhir...
Song by the late Sudirman
Song Title:Salam Terakhir
Kepada semua sahabat-sahabatku yang mengenal diriku, semoga berjaya dalam peperiksaan mu alrite...
was rockin' on
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