Ascendancy

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Hehe, well today was'nt actually a bad day.No, I mean yesterday, thats on Monday.Got to play pool with my friends.And Damn Ah yong lah, I can't seem to beat him in this game.He's got this lucky aura around him, and when he struck those balls, they'll magical went in.While me trying my best to get them in but still could'nt.Sometimes it's not luck, but also skill too.Hehe, so I'm just making silly excuses ya...

Anyway, I think today I'm not goin to do a games review lah, still finding the suitable game to pick.Hehe, maybe tomorrow or the next two days ok?So, I'm just trying to point something out about me.You see, yesterday I also got to see these weird secondary school girls, four of them who just could'nt stop eyeing at me.Well, it happened in the bus.Hehe, they're sitting in the front seat, while me staring through the window at the back seat.And I tell you, these girls ah, I dunnoe what school they're from, but they would'nt stop looking at me and giggled for no reason.And there I was maintaining my coolness, maintain just as usual, not trying to be overeacted by these girls.What they're whispering to each other too, I dunnoe, but only God knows.And then when they're about to alight the bus, one of them, she's quite pretty lah, go and pandai-pandai tegur ku and said bye too me.But then I looked up, and turned around.Nobody what, who're you saying goodbye to?And I looked at her,she smiled.I mean, oh my God, you're saying goodbye to me!Haha, of course I replied and waved at her.She then malu-malu kucing alighted the bus.There I was, cair yet again...

Hehe, but I just could'nt understand lah.You see, in school I was'nt actually the most popular person around.I always regard myself as a commoner, someone who has no looks, no body, nothing.This was'nt the first time I've been through lah of course, I'm also not making this up.It makes me wonder whether I'm actually somebody.When I always perform in my former band, people sometimes walked up to me and said..."are you a celebrity, I've never seen you on TV?"And then girls, who've also favoured my former bands, will sometimes attend to a function we are assigned and screamed for the sake of our performance even though there's VIP and Guest-of-honours around.I dunnoe lah whether diorang nie masih setia ke tak, but I noe some of them.Someone like Julia, I did'nt believe it when she said she actually like my band, and also me!And I do receive messages from unknown people asking me when's our band performance.I was dumbfounded, how could they actually get my number when in the first place I don't even noe them, and they managed to get my number? Sadly, our band finally berpisah, I thought its time we should go to our own separate ways...

For now, let me be a son to Norman Nasir, a big brother to Nor Azhari and Nur Fatin and a student from SP later.I concentrate on what I love first that is my family, and fokus pada kerjaya ku dulu.Maybe one day you'll see me as a somebody.But for now, I still regard myself as a nobody. Till then, may God bless you, Wassallam.

*Alucard*
was rockin' on
Tuesday, March 08, 2005 and they said..

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