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<::about me::>

Name
Nor Hidayat Bin Norman

Age
Legally 18

Singaporean

Nickname
Apat, Yayat, Yat

School
Nanyang Polytechnic - MIT


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Favourite bands
Roadrunner Records MySpace
Trivium
My Chemical Romance
Avenged Sevenfold
The Used
Exists

Family
My Multiply
My cousin Faris

Feed These Girls Lah
Saiful
Darren

Facade
Rayyan
Sahu
Wan Poyoh

Frinks
Zul
Fazlinda
Izzah
Amirah

Buddies
Luying
Arthur
Yu Qi
Melvin
Rachel
Joanne
Edmond
Syamilah

Polymates
Siti
Junaini
Sze kee
Zainal
Aisha
Shiyuan
Anthony
Chloe
Malihha
Sailesh
Peter
Fu Yi

Friends
Seha
Jannah
Velda
Ana

Others
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Monday, April 11, 2005

From bad to worst

Ok, I'm gonna write an entry of wat I did todae instead lah, since its a long time I did'nt type those kind of things this past few days. Man, i feel so pissed off man, especially when my friend Edmund Kee got so mad at me this morning becoz I did'nt got out of my house around 9 am just to be at his place and meet him for our "photo-taking" session! Yet, I compromised and told him that we dun have to take our breakfast then, and I took the blame coz simply he did'nt replied my call and I assumed that he was still asleep! Becoz I can't stand seeing my friends blaming me becoz of something that I did'nt actually quite think i did wrong in the first place.Argh! Forget it lah...

We(Me, Edmund and Saiful...) were suppose to go for our medical examinations today. So we planned on goin to Jurong Point's GJ clinic. And I actually wanted to see whether my dear is goin fo her check-up at Batok too.(coz I purposely walked passed her clinic just to see whether she's goin for her check-up...) Turns out, she does! Haha, kinda relieve lah actually. Anyway, continueing on...

I also met my tutor, Velda Koo at the bus-stop! Haha, then I even ask her for my ex's number too( that later I'll tell you lah...). How come she's starting school at the 24th of April, while me still gotta wait till 30th May! Argh, not fair man! Watever lah, next...

Ok, then I and Edmund Kee had to make Saiful wait for us infront of the clinic first, so sorry bro! Hehe, anyway when we reach there and saw this whole bunch of "candidates" waiting outside the clinic, we were so devastated man. And the clinic staff even told us to wait for a long time for our check-up, and we got plenty of time to eat our breakfast at KFC too. Ok, so we waited for the doctor for more than three hours, and it turns out the X-ray only took seconds to complete! What the hell? I'm pissed off by then, but its ok at least we still got to finish our medical report on that day itself....

After that, went to play pool with Saiful, while Edmund kee got to go back school and be an "extra" there. Hehe, me and Saiful played three games for an hour only! My God, I tell you, Pool factor at Bukit Timah sure sucks man, I hated the table to the core! Ok fine, at least its cheap, around $4.8 per hour...

I even chatted with my so called Ex through massages. Guess we're still like before, cheery and fun-loving. But dun get me wrong, I've gone over her, becoz I've finally found someone I've cared even more.Well, i think I still got what we were talking about...

Me:I understood you well, I noe you had family problems. Truthfully, I did once tried helping you, and considered you my best friend. But that was'nt the main reason why I finally had to let you go...
Her:Main reason? Ya I'm not up to your expectation rite?Haha, I've known this all along...
Me: Its not that, I did love you before, but the only thing was becoz you did'nt even understand my feelings. Unlike Amirah, she understood me very well...
Her:Ok...good that you finally got that perfect girl rite? Anyway, congratulations.
Me: But that does'nt mean I'll forget about you. I dunnoe, I mean I still prayed that your family will be finally be happy, insyallah...
Her:Hmmm, thanks lah.

And now, I asked her whether she can go for the outing with the Frinks! Haha, can she guys?...

...Tak pernah ku kesal, memilih diri mu. Walaupun ku diamkan diri, ku tetap mengambil berat tentang dirimu. Sebagai kekasih mu, layak aku bertanya. Adakah salah ku jika ku membuat demikian? Namun ku masih tetap kan menyanyangi mu...

Till then, May God Bless you, Wassallam.


*Alucard*
was rockin' on
Monday, April 11, 2005 and they said..

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