Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Haha, finally I've time to blog! Man, I'm so damn bored this past few weeks. Time seems to past by slowly, and I'm starting to feel very rotten at home. REALLY ROTTEN! Guess I've got to learn how to survive this "rotten" world of my own myself, coz guys dun usually rot at home. Maybe I'll go follow my mum for Quran classes again, hehe...
Anyway, today I just recall what I've done this past few days of this week( haiz...). I've finally send my enrolment package to the school! Man, you guys dun wanna noe how hard it is for me to get that money for my school fee, especially when using my mak's cpf account for the CPF Scheme payment. I nearly had a rotten argument with my ayah, maklumlah hal duit selalu menjadi penyebab masalah rumah tangga. Money was always a major concern for my family, and I'm starting school next month. Somehow, I dun feel like I'm prepared for it. Insyallah, maybe I'll find a part-time weekend job so that I can support myself, rather than "begging" my ayah for money...
And there was my abang-tak-leh-angkat, Zul who had long started his course in school. He finally decided to go to Republic Poly, instead of Temasek. I think he was able to fnd a solution to his "must-have" laptop policy in school. Guess I'm gonna miss him, and so does he. Hehe, and he told me all those wonderful things he had in his new school, each time he had lunch break he would not miss a phone call to me. I dunnoe lah, maybe coz I'm just a good "brother" to him. I even remembered the last time you had a chat with me...
"Yat, I salute you. For being a great brother to your family. You never complain about how troublesome your little sister is to you( the last time she had fever...). And you're a great listener, someone who is willing to hear a friends problem..."
And I nearly cried when you told me that bro! Seriously, some might even say I got so "kembang" when he told me that. But I now realised how a friend appreciate me for who I am. Insyallah, ku kan menjadi sahabat setia mu. Hopefully too, we'll get to see each other again...
Anyway, maybe I'll just stop here. I just dun seem to be able to continue anymore. There's this other thing that I'm just too afraid to spill out in my blog. Lets say its between two person, my past lover and present one. Ku tidak kesampaian untuk melepaskan salah satu dari kamu berdua, they're the only ones whom I cared the most. Ya Tuhan, give me strength to go through this, hopefully I dun have to feel so guilty about it. Till then, May God bless all of you, Wassallam.
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Wednesday, April 20, 2005 and they said.. 
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