Ascendancy

Friday, March 31, 2006

Sleepy

Haha, its weird you know when sometimes people smsed or called u early in the morning and you were'nt aware of wat issit about. Well, sometimes I'm able to wake up when my cell phone rang and reply all this calls and smses. Haha, and the funny thing is I'll be able to get back to sleep as soon as I finished my replies. Wicked.

So ya it happen to me while Mel was calling me in the morning, i think it was yesterday. Can't remember when. Its pretty rare to get calls from him anyway, but I guess he just wanna talk to me while he's in camp. Is'nt that nice? Haha, anyway I kinda picked up his call and managed to have a short convo with him. But the only thing is, I can't remember wat issit that we're talking about you see. Coz apparently, I was half-awake. So ya, its kinda weird and wats even weirder when I was able to get back to sleep. As thought nothing happened liddat. Hah.

And it also happened again this morning while Saiful was msging me about today's cancelled tuition. And I had a quick reply for it. I can even remember wat my reply was, and goes "zzz haha kk". LOL. Three short words "zzz haha kk" for the tuition cancelled. And when I did woke up, I soon realised I could have been abit more surprise or something but no I went "zzz haha kk" instead. Sheesh. This is wat happens when you usually don't wake up early in the morning...

Can I ask you something? How would you react if someone you use to love told you she misses you for all the good times? Would you get intimidated, shocked or ignore it as something that comes just like that. Coz rite now, I dun feel anything at all. Even if it does happens(which I hope it won't), I treat it as though its like a wind that just blew past my cheeks and never came back. Like wat luie even told me, if the feeling is'nt there then there's nothing you should worry about. Just think, casually. But, I'm not sure I can do that. Its not something that is casual to me...neither issit something that's worth pondering about...coz I've been distant for a very long time. There's nothing left deep inside of me, only memories...

Wassallam.

*Alucard*
was rockin' on
Friday, March 31, 2006 and they said..

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