Sunday, January 22, 2006
I did'nt know why, this past few days I've been rather heartless. Somehow my heart has turn so cold, I'm starting to be insensitive towards my parents and to others. Reasonless arguements that seems to bother me. Or if that what it's suppose to be. Or why should I be thinking of it all the time, even if it means REASONLESS. And it hurts a lot...
That I did'nt listen to my mak while she was calling me, and next thing I knew she was blasting me. I just got back from school and was feeling so freaking tired I decided to head to bed straight. God, the only way was to just lock the doors and kept my silent. And my dad got so furious I'd ask for more money lately, we broke out into a verbal fight. Whereas nowadays, I've only ask $30 dollars from him, thats also coz I need them to top-up my fare card and for staying at my cousin's place today....
And now, I knew something bad would happen. I felt this emotional thing going on out of a sudden. And it did somehow. I knew I was'nt thinking...
Tapi nasi sudah menjadi bubur. Ku cuma mahu kepastian. Ataupun mungkin ku sudah putus asa dalam soal cinta...
Why is it that things don't always seem to settle between us...? Maybe I should just keep this stupid mouth of mine shut for good...
Wassallam.
was rockin' on
Sunday, January 22, 2006 and they said..
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