Wednesday, December 28, 2005
I'm feeling better...
I guess...I'm starting to move on a step at a time. Now that I'm ok, what I'm worried about is my own cousin's condition. Not mine. Being by his side always, I tend to skip some of my daily schedules now. Like taking care of my sister, or maybe out studying with my friends. Or going out with my friends for an outing. Tapi Alhamdullilah, he's fine. He does'nt stare at the walls and mourn over the lost of my late uncle. I noe, its kinda hard when you lose a father. Let alone, when I have to see your own family member suffer at an early age. And I'm starting to appreciate my family more...after I lost my dear uncle...
I've a new responsibility. Maybe one day, I'll fulfill my uncle's dream. To start his own bazaar. That was what he always hoped for. And he always looks forward to it, even if it means not getting one for next year's Ramadhan. You will always be in my heart, abah...
And I'm starting to lose grip on something else in my life. Love. Something I had always not consider, and never will now. Not that I'm still not through with my past love, but I'm just not ready yet. I want to achieve my dreams and career and also have a stable life, seeing both my family and myself happy first. Then, I'll say that I'm happy. And ready. Coz for my next girlfriend, I want her to be luckiest and happiest girl ever. Well, Insyallah she will...
Hahakz, feeling so tired but yet I've got so many things to blurt out. I would like to thank all my beloved friends for their condolences for my late uncle. I'm grateful for everyone's care and concern, May God bless all of you. Wassallam.
was rockin' on
Wednesday, December 28, 2005 and they said.. 
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