Wednesday, November 02, 2005
Raya kan menjelma...
Man, I feel so sad when bazaar had to be officially "closed" last night. It was so heart-warming you know, when the customers visits you on the last day of bazaar and wishes you the very best for hari raya, even when we're working. And ya, my regular customer did came and greeted me. And I did'nt know why I had the enthusiasm to talk to my customers today. Maybe I felt that the spirit of Ramadhan is fading, and Aidilfitri is coming. And ya, even to Cik Ani, my favourite roti john makcik. Hehez, she gave me so much roti john last night, plus popiah basah! Wah, thanks alot Cik Ani! And ya, Saiful got Kebab's number sia! Dunnoe how lah, budden this girl named Mida syiok pat die ah. I dun mind, as long as his not two-timing sudah lah...
And I feel so guilty not celebrating Tze Wei's bdae too. It was yesterday, and he felt sad I could'nt join them. I really am sorry bro, I'll make it up for a great present for you ok! Hehez...Anyway, wish him a very belated 18th bdae. You're the best buddy I ever had, thank you so much for your company. I really appreciated it...
Finally, tiba masa nya kita beraya. I think I've got the time to settle my own family affairs now, since work is no longer my first priority. As in, mungkin raya, I wanna minta kemaafan dari pihak-pihak berikut...
My family. They've been my sole provider. And I noe, I've done so many sins to them. I really love my family...
My grandparents. They've always been a listening ear to all my sorrows and problems now. And since I've no longer had anyone to rant about my problems, they've always been there when I really need it the most. I missed them so much, especially my nenek...
My cousins and relatives. They've been like my second family. And ya, what ever they need, either help or just a company, I'll try to be there when they needed me the most. I really missed my cousins back in Pontian Kecil. Udin and Farhan. I just wished I could just spend time at kampong, beraye die kampong lebih meriah berbanding di bandar. Budden, school's starting next week...
My friends. For all those things I've done. Kalau ade salah-silap, misunderstandings and fights...
And lastly, my ex. I noe, its weird. But I realized I'd done so much sins to her. Kalau boleh, melutut meminta keampunan. Becoz of me, things around her change. And maybe, I realized she could had been more happier with her ex. All I could do for is always giving her pain. And ya, ku berdoa semoga hidup nya kan menjadi lebih bahagia nanti...
I dunnoe lah, things had been ok for me, I guess. I think I should be happy that hari raya is coming. Not spending time thinking of all these. While my parents are doing just fine, so does the people around me. Oklah, kepade semua muslimin dan muslimat, Selamat hari raya Aidilfitri yang akan menjelang! Mohon maaf zahir dan batin. Wassallam.
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