Friday, October 28, 2005
What will Aidilfitri be like without happiness...?
Man, I'm so sick right now. As in physically sick lah. Could'nt go to friday prayers and also to bazaar coz I've been bedridden the whole day today. Maybe its becoz of the cold weather, or maybe becoz I've been thinking quite a lot of things...lately...
And ya, only two days of leave and many have been asking about my absence. From a customer to our neighbouring stallholders, it is so touching that they missed my presence at bazaar. Hahakz, and my uncle gave lame excuses like I kena retrenched lah, I went to london lah, macam-macam karena lagilah. Sheesh, maybe what my mak said tak sia-sia lah. That when you gave a good impression on the customers, that they would feel a great satisfaction buying food from our stalls, and maybe they will come back for more. And one such example is this regular customer who did ask for my absence yesterday. Touching indeed. Thank you mak for your help, I deeply appreciate it...you know I will always love you...
I would also like to thank Zainal and Syamilah for coming down to bazaar yesterday. Walaupun datang dari sekolah, namun korang tetap hadir juga. Terima kasih lah banyak-banyak, I'm so terharu. But it would have been better if my frinky friends were there...sheesh...I really miss their company...
Hari Raya kan menjelma and I've been having this...mixed feelings?! That I'm happy, but in the same time I'm having this worries. So many things I've been thinking about. Some of you may not even realized it. THEY could have been thinking that Hidayat has been having a great day almost everyday. That Hidayat does'nt have any doubts what so ever. BUT WHAT THEY did'nt know, yat do had his DAYS. BUT only he does'nt show it becoz he had had enough of telling people all this negativity...
What will Aidilfitri be like without happiness?!
That he misses his nenek so much even though she's been sitting at home alone without anyone's company biler mase berbuke. Arwah datuk sudah tiada lagi, and she's my mak's aunt. Her children could'nt even bother about her condition. I just wish I could just visit her...That his parents had been fighting among each other just becoz my ayah belum bayar duit fitrah, and I've been the middle man trying to cool things down at home. That people does'nt know that his sister is also sickly at home and needs more attention lately. That is also one of the catalyst why my parents haven been arguing on petty things like this.And I myself can't take it anymore Haiz, I dunnoe lah. Maybe personal matters like this, I prefer to disclose it instead. Everyone has their own story to tell, and this is one of mine. I just hope my bro, Zul and my frinky friend, Mirah will realized bout this. Forget about those doubts and worries and having bad days all that. Aidilfitri kan menjelma, sebaiknya kita harus bersyukur berpuasa sebulan and look forward tuk meraihkan Hari Raya. I'm really sorry if I've to mention the both of you, but I can bear to see you guys feeling this way when Hari Raya is just around the corner...
Malam Ramadhan adalah malam yang paling suci sekali. Banyakkan lah solat terawih dan bacaan Al-Quran. Sesungguh nya, malam Ramadhan juga adalah malam di mana semua malaikat turun ke bumi tuk manaburi lebih banyak pahala. Oklah, that was one of those few things I picked out during last nights syarahan. Hehez, so smell ya guys later, Selamat berpuase and May God Bless all of you, Wassallam.
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